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Hey yo people, I'm Sien. 16th October's my special day. haha I LOVE MUSIC, and my freaking nice friends <3 I love him :)





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Saturday, January 31, 2009

SIEN is sad.
SIEN misses home.
SIEN wants to go home.
SIEN feels like crying.
=(

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

This is so sickening. Falling sick on the eve of chinese new year and chinese new year. =(((
Woke up on chinese new year feeling all weak and tired. Can't go to cousins' house.=( Cant go out too. =( cant eat things that i want =( Sickening. Totally sickening. =(((((

Sunday, January 25, 2009

why is my immune system so weak? like shutting down soon...


seriously, You treat me like garbage. so i am going to ignore you. for good.
♥

FUCK WAR

Will the fucking war between palestina and israel and in this world stop for gods sake?! Damn it! How many innocent people must die and suffer all these tortures? In the first place, they DO NOT deserve it at all. Are all these people who are calling the shots brainless, heartless, or are they freaking robots? Don't they understand that they can't solve anything by fighting and having wars? Stupid people. Look at those who are suffering. Can you hear them crying for help to end this bloody war? And also, because their love ones died due to the countless bombs that have exploded? Please look at all these people clearly, and have an overview of this whole situation. Realise this freaking war gotta end. ASAP.


Okay. rachel was brought to my bedroom yesterday morning and i woke up to play with her. She's loved man. Hmm..went to cut my hair yesterday, didnt really go shopping. =( Dont know what to wear for CNY. AND, I dont know if i like my new hair style.zzZZ. I have been going to blogshops these few days. Only some blogshop have nice clothes though....saded. Met cousins today. =)
D: get well soon! love you.



♥ I WANT WORLD PEACE! ♥




Friday, January 23, 2009

I learned something about myself
I don't wanna fall in love 'cause
love cuts just like a knife


I was so tired I slept early yesterday and woke up only around 2pm. Stayed home today. =) See, I am so 'guai'. =DD I wanna go shopping!!! SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING!!!! DRESSES.HIGH WAISTED PANTS. BELTS. SHORTS. TOPS.!!! AND MY NEW BABY G WATCH!!! so..tomorrow's schedule: shopping and to find my lovely rachel.
♥



How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here deceiving
When I was here believing in you


I told them i fell down in the toilet and they bloody made fun of it.
They even made the sound clip. -.- rubbish sia. meanies in action...

ANYWAY, hah. my niece and cousin came today. =DD SHE IS SOOOO CUTE!!!! XOXO

Thursday, January 22, 2009

when there's just nothing to look forward to

Wednesday, January 21, 2009
QUIZ

I'm tagged. =)
Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them to be tagged.Don’t forget to leave them a comment “You’re It!” and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me back let me know when you’ve posted your blog so I can see your answers.

10 Random Stuff About Myself:
1. I'm scared of the dark. ( do not laugh )
2. I delete contacts of people / throw stuff from people when I'm angry with them.
3. I look 'guai' but only some of my close friends know who i really am. =)
4. I don't dare to change my dressing style. ( in case of dressing-goes-awfully-wrong )
5. I'm not the only child.
6. I love accesories loads.
7. I am indeed random.
8.I would like to get more piercings but sadly I can't tolerate the pain.
9. I love staying up late, partying with my friends.
10. I don't like gory, horror stuff.

I tag: Jason, Gibson, P


JASON HO IS A SICKO!
JASON HO IS A PERV!
JASON HO IS GAY!
and it really irritates me when JASON HO go near me to burb. GROSS SHYT!
Oh, and he's so dark, you can't see him at night!

HaHaHaHaHa!! (no offence blacksterbade, this post is just dedicated to you =) )


woohoo. Jonathan sent me to the airport, bought breakfast then left. so I had breakfast with the sickos. thanks for sending me off guys <3 catch up with you guys soon. anyway, my grandma cooked curry chicken! yummy! ps: she's a great cook!


I didn't know I was such a fool.
I didn't know it was obvious.
And one more thing, I don't get you at all.
So why bother doing such things?

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

I must be really blind. I can't seem to find the reason why I... you know. But time will let all wounds heal. So here it goes. Time to let go and forget everything even though it's hard. goodbye to you.

outing with P

terrible flu. thought it was allergy but it's not. >.<
C couldnt make it cause she's not feeling well. so i met up with P instead. love going out with her. went to our usual place then pooled. I am really lousy man. seriously. went to starbucks later and played some hand guessing game. it was hilarious! love you P, BFF! <3

Monday, January 19, 2009

east coast outing to little 'sports' day with tennis balls flying everywhere out of court. Woohoo. fun. We'll go tennis ball hunting only when we have almost no more balls to play with. Anyway, I've been bathing after 12am these few days and I know it's not good for my body. Hmmm. I shall change this bad habit of mine. Oh. I will be missing wen's birthday party on th 29th. so sad. bye to all the fun. I hope she'll have a great time with the rest of her friends. I will be meeting charlene finally, after soo sooo long. SHOPPING! haha.

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I WANT AN IPOD SOON!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

CONFUSED.

I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

I dont even know you anymore.
I'm scared.

homesick.

I really miss my family so much...But everyone seems to be in different places. and I really miss my house and my parents a lot. I dont know how to say it. I just wish I can stay with them all the time. I guess no one knows that i actually do feel lonely and scared and sad. Why didnt i treasure the time well when i stayed together with them 3 years ago? WHY?! I really miss home. I feel so terrible now. well...sometimes I do cry in my bedroom when i cant take it anymore.Like right now. It's hard to have no one to talk to, and when the people I need are not by my side when i need them. I feel so scared.



Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again.


RAWR. didnt do well for Os... that's for not studying hard. Now, i can get myself to no where good...no where i want to go. Am really disappointed...but he told me this: Ultimately it's not the JC that determines your A levels result. It's you. So i can put you in RJC but you dont study, you will still not do well in A levels. Thanks a lot, i really appreciate it. It makes sense to me and it's kinda true isnt it? Well F I'm sorry to let you down again and again and again. Even though you told me to concentrate on my studies, and dont let some things which are beyond my control affect me. The thing is, i didnt listen to your advice to study hard, and I still went out to play and movies and didnt study hard enough. In fact, I didnt study hard for these 3 years. Once again, I wont be able to do what i promised you, just like what happened 4 years ago. I'm really sorry. I will work hard in JC and make sure I can get into Uni. I'm really sorry. Well, if you're not as bright as others, you will just have to work extra hard. When they play, you'll need to study...I hope i can survive my tough JC life and make it to U. Anyway, I need to change a lot of things about myself. To be more and i really mean it, more independent, start learning to do things on my own, be more hardworking and more sensible, and stop doing things that I'll regret, cause I already regret many things that I've done.

Well...I just finished clearing all those disgusting stuff and I'm so tired and look haggard now. I swear I'll never do that again. Anyway, I still need to pack my room and make space for new books and all. I need a room makeover! All by myself. How's that!


Friday, January 9, 2009

FURIOUS.

My Rant

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid. >.<
why must o level result be released so early? 12th Jan 09. why not early Feb?!!! Now, i have to freaking change my air ticket and rush back in the morning on Monday, 12th Jan 09. Shyt. I really don't wish to go back at all. I really like it here. It's just not the same. =( Alright. After I get *home* on Monday, i have to freaki-freaki-freaking find my nametag and school badge. Maybe it's in the drawer? and I have to settle so many things, so troublesome, i hate it. Okay...I admit, sometimes, I DO whine a lot...tsk tsk. I hope I can achieve what I'm hoping for. and I really hope ( another hope) there is air ticket available for me to buy to FLY back my to my real home for chinese new year!! *keep my fingers crossed*

Monday, January 5, 2009

It's a little late, but It doesn't matter.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2008 is over and here comes 2009.
I hope everything will go smoothly this year and my – problem can be solved but most importantly, to have P and H - - .

My new year resolutions...
1.study hard ( I mean really hard)
2.Be a filial child.
3.Keep my room neat and tidy.
4.Continue with my piano.
5.Ice skating lesson.
6. Manage my time well.
7.Study well for exams.

I hope I can accomplish all these. Good luck to myself. Hee.
I've been away for more than a month now, and I dont really feel like going back there anymore.I dont really miss that place. I love it here. It's more comfortable and I don't feel so lonely.I've decided to go back on 2nd feb instead of 9th jan. Hopefully O level result will be released in early feb. I'm actually very worried for my results. I'm afraid I cant get into a decent JC. If I cant get into JC, that's it. Really. I shall keep my fingers crossed and pray that I dont faint when I get my results. I really regret not studying hard for Os and I shall not repeat that mistake. EVER.



HELLO BLOG!

It's been some time since I last blogged..
Went out with Shervy and Niken the other day.We decided to eat at Gokana. I ordered super extra hot beef ramen and the waiter told me there is a challenge: To finish the ramen and everything in the bowl within 20mins and I win. Kinda scared that the ramen will be damn spicy but oh well, I tried it anyway. It was funny when I started eating the ramen. The waiter started to shout and blow his whistle and when I finished, they freaking played the drum. -.- That made shervy and niken laugh like mad. They almost teared eating their hot ramen. Haha. Oh you know what I won? A freaking voucher to eat for free.=( the meal is already selected by them. Boo! After lunch, we watched Transporter 3. The show's damn good (except for the part where it got cut for 2 freaking long time.wth.) The funny thing is, nobody made noise when the movie was cut -.- Oh...THE GUY IS SOO HOT!!! Went shopping...snack...home. YAY!