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Hey yo people, I'm Sien. 16th October's my special day. haha I LOVE MUSIC, and my freaking nice friends <3 I love him :)





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Friday, December 26, 2008

utterly disappointed.

Thursday, December 25, 2008
I just don't get it.

my life's turning upside down
my life's turning upside down
my life's turning upside down
my life's turning upside down
my life's turning upside down
my life's turning upside down
my life's turning upside down
my life's turning upside down
my life's turning upside down
my life's turning upside down
my life's turning upside down
my life's turning upside down

tell me why must this happen to me?
I know it's not fair to you guys.
But it's not fair to me too.
Put yourself in my shoes, in my perspective.
Then tell me what i should do.
Cause everytime you guys ask me the same question,
I just go blank and in self-denial.
Pretending I dont get it, as usual.
I can't talk to anyone about this,
Which just means I'm on my own,
To clear up this big mess in my head myself.
With no one to give me advice at all.
Not even a single one. None.
I'm really really lost.
Really lost.


Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Indeed forgotten

It says it all.

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us


Don't forget
-Demi lovato

Wednesday, December 17, 2008
CRAPS

I just figured that I don't really miss you ~ and that I don't think you meant what you said. DAMN. WHY AM I SO CLODDISH, FOOLISH, NAIVE?!?!?! It's like I always try to find an excuse to make myself feel better. An excuse to keep the reality away from me. Feel so crappy now.
I don't want to go back there anymore. it sucks.

friday
19/12/08
to BALI.
hard rock cafe.

time to let it all out.


LIARS!
FAKERS!
PRETENDERS!
ASS!
I don't need you ***.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Okay. Yesterday was a bad day.Woke up not feeling right and I felt nauseous for the entire day. Ate a little, then puked four to five times. It almost killed me at night cause when I puked, my head really hurts. I even threw up after eating my medicine. Luckily, I woke up feeling much better today. =) Yay. Bye bye pain. Muahaha

Went dinner at Coca Suki today. Didnt really eat a lot. I guess my appetite has changed. Yeah..must be. Anyway, while on our way for dinner, I was thinking about some things. Especially about O levels. I'm really scared that I won't be able to get to JC. That would be really terrible. I really feel bad not studying well and not doing my best. I've let you down and I'm sorry. I really am.



I kinda miss you.
I just can't let go.
I'm so sorry.




Sunday, December 14, 2008

Found this from Min Zhen's blog. Anyway, this is taken from Prom night. =D

up up and away...

I'm oh-so-high now, after eating triple choco doughnut from Dunkin Donut. ( I know char is jealous. muahaha) and also after chatting with Char and Wen. You made my day. Haha. =D Okay. Char totally got great drawing skills..-.- (you know what i mean *winks* haha) Anyway, I need to get Derek christmas present and I got no clue what to get him. Oh No... Oh well. =p
I can't wait to go back singapore. I have loads to talk about to -------. =DDDD. Yay. Looking forward to sentosa and singing. yipee. But...sentosa after I ---- ------ can?!!! hhmm.

I really regret not doing my Os properly, now all I can do is pray for a result that can land me in JC. I really need to. HELP ME!






I've gone crazy from the moment I met you.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

my relatives in HK


View in the hotel

BYE. I'm going to SHOP! =P


Yipee =D



Friday, December 12, 2008

Venetian Hotel


Posing for Manchester United. =D





Friday, December 5, 2008
Hong Kong Trip =D

Sunday morning, 30th Nov 08, woke up, got ready and went to changi airport T3. Checked in, met Sher, Pris, Derek. And, my flight was delayed for 2 hours. -.- Dim Sum together at crystal jade shanghai with my dad and mum. After some time, lion king and bird finally came. LK was so funny. so not him when he met my parents, but he understands. haha. thanks! I guess the lunch was kinda awkward for some of you guys. hee. Anyway, thanks for coming and sending me off.=) after dim sum, went coffee bean, rushed in. waved goodbye to the beaners. missed them for freaking shit for the first few days. OMG. aww...1 more month before i go back to singapore. Hmmm...

Reached HK, met 5th uncle. It's been so long since i've met him!!!

1st Dec 08, DISNEYLAND!! haha. it's much smaller than the one in japan but not bad. walked around and took some rides. after pondering for so long whether i should take 'Space Mountain', I finally made the decision to take the ride. single rider. 1st seat with a stranger, and talked to her. Iwanted to back out for so many times but i didnt. yay. It was very dark inside. like in space..hence the name..-.- It's like roller coaster, just that you can't see where it goes, whether you're going to fall any moment. I screamed like shit..as usual. but i was fun and oh well...I SURVIVED. haha. took loads of pictures of the place, bought some things, and watched the parade before going to Jumbo, the world's largest floating restaurant. I love the dessert! BAKED SCOUFFLE IS LOVE <3>

2nd Dec 08, went HK Ocean Park after dim sum. too bad i took only one ride... =( wanted to take river raft but didnt in the end. watched dolphin and sealion show, went to see some sturgeon fish and polar bear...eat..



3rd Dec 08, I went to " The Peak" . took a tram up, and to madame tussade, the place with many wax celebrities, took pictures, bought souveniers, ice cream, took a bus to a pier, then took a boat to " Avenue of Stars" . Next, dinner and finally "Miao Jie". A good place to shop. bought some stuff. muahaha.



5th Dec 08, woke up, got ready, took a boat to Macau. Staying at The Venetian suite room. DAMN NICE. the room's so comfy. haha. lunched at 'Fernando', a portugese cuisine. D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S. yummy...

For the next few days, I've been having my dinner at Fernando. The food's fantastic. The portugese egg tart in Macau is the best man. Seriously. =) Shopped in Venetian. Got myself a bag, some clothes, earrings. muahaha.
LOVE SHOPPING. oh. The Manchester United shop is so cool. I wanted the jacket, but i didn't get it. Aww. Anyway, i should have gotten the esprite white shirt and belt. The Baby G watch too!!! ARGH... Venetian hotel is damn good...Took jetfoil back to HK on the 8th dec. Met 5th Uncle, ate porridge, went shopping again. muahaha. got loads of earrings, necklaces and 2 pairs of shoes. hee. =DDD . The next morning, went airport with 5th uncle and aunt. Dim Sum, shop in disney shop, then took a plane back to SINGAPORE!! woohoo.
Called Charzy but she didnt pick up her phone. Guess she must be working so i called Wen instead. After some time, took a plane again, to jakarta. =)

I took damn long to post this one up. From HK to Jakarta....DOTS. but finally, it's done. =) Yipee.