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Camera
figure skating lessons and my own pair of boots
Good Grades
To be a pro pianist and singer =D
To be promoted to J2
Camera
figure skating lessons and my own pair of boots
Good Grades
To be a pro pianist and singer =D
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
Sien do not want to go school tomorrow.
Sien do not want to do pe tomorrow.
Sien hate school.
Sien hate studying.
Sien hate those endless homeworks.
Sien hate that new freaking timetable.
Sien do not want to do anything that got to do with school. =(
shit man. What the hell is wrong with my back and hips?!!! argh.!!! just when i thought it's healed, some symptoms are showing again. darn it. Should I listen to mr lim, go for x ray or something? Sian. not x ray again. zzZZZ. And my hand too. the bone. =( i really got no fate with sports man, if you know what i'm talking about.. gotta reach school by 715am tmr. SIAN TTM!
Sien do not want to do pe tomorrow.
Sien hate school.
Sien hate studying.
Sien hate those endless homeworks.
Sien hate that new freaking timetable.
Sien do not want to do anything that got to do with school. =(
shit man. What the hell is wrong with my back and hips?!!! argh.!!! just when i thought it's healed, some symptoms are showing again. darn it. Should I listen to mr lim, go for x ray or something? Sian. not x ray again. zzZZZ. And my hand too. the bone. =( i really got no fate with sports man, if you know what i'm talking about.. gotta reach school by 715am tmr. SIAN TTM!
I wish I could continue staying at Fairmont. damn nice place. Freaking nice toilet. =))))))
Friday and Saturday was the best man! Had lots of fun and got what i wanted. this time, without limit. woohoo. Anyway, AYG participants are so good. They get to live in Fairmont and Swiss hotel. !!!!
Friday and Saturday was the best man! Had lots of fun and got what i wanted. this time, without limit. woohoo. Anyway, AYG participants are so good. They get to live in Fairmont and Swiss hotel. !!!!
Thursday, June 25, 2009
THE NEW CLASS TIME TABLE SUCKS TERRIBLY TO THE MAX.
WHAT THE FREAK! mon: break from 10am to 11am.. then lessons all the way from 11am to 3pm?!!! Wed: Lessons from 8am to 11am straight without breaks like we used to...No more 2 breaks from mon and tues. Gosh. sucks to the core man. ( even further down into the core )
OMG. I almost cried after talking to Kleff. I just realised I got myself into hot soup. I need to work extra hard. I need to sacrifice lots of things now. I'm going to be a no life JC kid from monday onwards. =( I realised education in singapore is really really tough. I don't know how i'm going to make it to Uni. I don't even know if I can get promoted to JC 2. =( sigh.
I guess I'm not gettin any sleep tonight. Lots of things to do. and tomorrow's schedule: ICA in the morning, Parkway to run some errands, airport. busy day ahead tmr.
I'm tired of being me.
I'm tired of myself.
I am really tired.
Someone tell me the meaning of life.
WHAT THE FREAK! mon: break from 10am to 11am.. then lessons all the way from 11am to 3pm?!!! Wed: Lessons from 8am to 11am straight without breaks like we used to...No more 2 breaks from mon and tues. Gosh. sucks to the core man. ( even further down into the core )
OMG. I almost cried after talking to Kleff. I just realised I got myself into hot soup. I need to work extra hard. I need to sacrifice lots of things now. I'm going to be a no life JC kid from monday onwards. =( I realised education in singapore is really really tough. I don't know how i'm going to make it to Uni. I don't even know if I can get promoted to JC 2. =( sigh.
I guess I'm not gettin any sleep tonight. Lots of things to do. and tomorrow's schedule: ICA in the morning, Parkway to run some errands, airport. busy day ahead tmr.
I'm tired of being me.
I'm tired of myself.
I am really tired.
Someone tell me the meaning of life.
so sleepy and tired. Still gotta continue with my homeworks... do laundry. arghhh!! =(
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
damn it. now i'm sad or... maybe.. UPSET.
darn it.
eff it.
darn it.
eff it.
how am I going to wake up at 645am tomorrow ? it's like 2:39am now. i'm wasting my time. damn it.
I need to be more sensible and start acting more like a grown up. I need to be more disciplined and complete what i need to do, learn to juggle ccas, studies, friends and family well. I hate everything i'm doing right now. Losing focus in everything i do. Getting distracted so easily. Procrastinating. This really sucks big time.
Whatever sis told me was true. She's right. just 50%. Dont get too serious.
Whatever sis told me was true. She's right. just 50%. Dont get too serious.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I dont know how and why that sudden sadness overwhelmed me... =(
I wish I'm a lil' stronger. More emotionally stable. More decisive. Then it wouldnt hurt so much.
I wish I'm a lil' stronger. More emotionally stable. More decisive. Then it wouldnt hurt so much.
Monday, June 22, 2009
okay. let me rant now.
JC life is really tough. REALLY REALLY TOUGH. No kidding man. and frankly, I don't like the pressure at all and I don't like the life in JC. I know i shouldnt be saying this cause there's s o many people out there who dont have the chance to study and yet, i'm here complaining. But times have changed, most parents i guess, wont understand the pressure students are feeling now. Education seems so freaking important. It's just the qualifications and that certification we're earning for. Isn't it on the news, where graduates, too, cant find jobs? Life isn't just about studies and work. There are more to it. But damn, i'm going to contradict myself. I need to set my priorities right. For now, studies need to come first. Everything else needs to be left behind. But I dont know how. I cant seem to set my priorities right. It seems like i got no goal or whatsoever. Everybody has a motivation that makes them study hard, study well, get good grades and stuff. They all seem to have a direction. They're clear where they are going, where they wanna go. But I dont. This is really bad. I'm already in jc, gonna turn 17 soon. and i'm still like this? I've been letting my parents down till now. I cant cope with my studies actually. I need a study group, but dont seem to be able to find one. Now...JC really sucks big time. darn !
JC life is really tough. REALLY REALLY TOUGH. No kidding man. and frankly, I don't like the pressure at all and I don't like the life in JC. I know i shouldnt be saying this cause there's s o many people out there who dont have the chance to study and yet, i'm here complaining. But times have changed, most parents i guess, wont understand the pressure students are feeling now. Education seems so freaking important. It's just the qualifications and that certification we're earning for. Isn't it on the news, where graduates, too, cant find jobs? Life isn't just about studies and work. There are more to it. But damn, i'm going to contradict myself. I need to set my priorities right. For now, studies need to come first. Everything else needs to be left behind. But I dont know how. I cant seem to set my priorities right. It seems like i got no goal or whatsoever. Everybody has a motivation that makes them study hard, study well, get good grades and stuff. They all seem to have a direction. They're clear where they are going, where they wanna go. But I dont. This is really bad. I'm already in jc, gonna turn 17 soon. and i'm still like this? I've been letting my parents down till now. I cant cope with my studies actually. I need a study group, but dont seem to be able to find one. Now...JC really sucks big time. darn !
damn it. Don't judge me like that. Don't say 'Same pattern.' Who are you to say that. Dont associate me with that type of people. You got no rights alright.
I WANNA GO EUROPE!!!!!! AND THE US TO VISIT MY BROTHERS SOON!
MAYBE DECEMBER?!!! OMGGGGGGGGGG. EUROPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAYBE DECEMBER?!!! OMGGGGGGGGGG. EUROPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
I REALISE I'M ALWAYS GETTING INTO BIG BIG TROUBLE. DAMN DAMN DAMN.
Oh let me tell you something. When we were in the flyer, high above the ground, we were taking pictures. Then, Hui Ping, trying to have fun, suggested: Aye, Let's take a jumpshot! -.- LOL! And everyone at the same time shouted: NOOOOOOOO!!!! lol. She's a crazy girl you see! haha
hey people. I'm posting this one up to get back at Bellton.
See what type of person he is?
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
wooo look at me
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
HAHAHA
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
im cuter than you
SIEN says (1:27 AM):
eeeyer
SIEN says (1:27 AM):
lol
SIEN says (1:27 AM):
must post this one
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
POST
SIEN says (1:27 AM):
the thick skinned alton
SIEN says (1:27 AM):
haha
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
WHAT
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
NOOO
HE IS A DAMN THICK SKINNED PERSON.
See what type of person he is?
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
wooo look at me
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
HAHAHA
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
im cuter than you
SIEN says (1:27 AM):
eeeyer
SIEN says (1:27 AM):
lol
SIEN says (1:27 AM):
must post this one
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
POST
SIEN says (1:27 AM):
the thick skinned alton
SIEN says (1:27 AM):
haha
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
WHAT
Alŧoŋ • says (1:27 AM):
NOOO
HE IS A DAMN THICK SKINNED PERSON.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Man... my hand still hurts. =(
was thinking i think i may have fractured my bone. =((
there's a bump. =(
what to do?
ARGH.
was thinking i think i may have fractured my bone. =((
there's a bump. =(
what to do?
ARGH.
Poh ying, Hui ping, Jessie, Muah, Char, Greg!
Pics we took in the capsule =D
ica in the morning. YAY!!!
got my bag from Topshop. finally. Lunch.
City hall to meet Jessie and Hui Ping. Movie at Marina.
I LOVE YOU, MAN is funny. i like it. =D
Dinner at Cafe Cartel.
Flyer with Char, Poh Ying, Jessie, Hui Ping, Greg.
Woohoo! My primary, secondary, JC good friends. damn good!
The sad thing is, I AM DAMN BROKE. FREAKING BROKE. THE FIRST TIME I ACTUALLY BECOME REALLY BROKE. DANG. SO SO SO FREAKING SAD. =( TIME TO LOCK MYSELF AT HOME. NO MORE OUTING TILL NEXT THURSDAY. TIME TO FINISH UP ALL MY HOMEWORKS!
got my bag from Topshop. finally. Lunch.
City hall to meet Jessie and Hui Ping. Movie at Marina.
I LOVE YOU, MAN is funny. i like it. =D
Dinner at Cafe Cartel.
Flyer with Char, Poh Ying, Jessie, Hui Ping, Greg.
Woohoo! My primary, secondary, JC good friends. damn good!
The sad thing is, I AM DAMN BROKE. FREAKING BROKE. THE FIRST TIME I ACTUALLY BECOME REALLY BROKE. DANG. SO SO SO FREAKING SAD. =( TIME TO LOCK MYSELF AT HOME. NO MORE OUTING TILL NEXT THURSDAY. TIME TO FINISH UP ALL MY HOMEWORKS!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
DANG! why must everything fun start popping out when holidays are ending?!!!! I need to rush my homework. and Eugene's gonna have a birthday party on Sunday?! hmmmm.... i wanna go. But not alone though...and My stupid homework will continue bugging me. I got till next thursday to do. Cause Next friday. dad and bro are coming. woohoo! =)
one more homework to the list.
9. Econs bloody drq and essay. but idk which to do.
9. Econs bloody drq and essay. but idk which to do.
SHIT! I JUST REALISED I GOT A HELL LOT OF HOMEWORK TO DO! LET ME LIST IT OUT MAN. FREAK!
1. Chinese OP
2. Chemistry holiday assignment
3. Econs mission x redo
4. Geography tutorial 7 pages
5. Math tutorialsssss ( tutorial 1 all the way to hmm 8? )
6. Math mye redo
7. GP reading of two thick stacks of lecture notes!
8. GP reading of broader perspectives on gender issues and do mindmap
OH MY GOSH! KILL ME!!!! =(
ALERT ALERT ALERT!!! STUDY BUDDY NEEDED! TO HELP ME. STUDY AND DO HOMEWORK TOGETHER. OMG. STUDY BUDDY DESPERATELY NEEDED! A KIND SOUL ANYONE?!!!! FEEL FREE TO SMS ME! PLEASE!!! GOSH!!!!
1. Chinese OP
2. Chemistry holiday assignment
3. Econs mission x redo
4. Geography tutorial 7 pages
5. Math tutorialsssss ( tutorial 1 all the way to hmm 8? )
6. Math mye redo
7. GP reading of two thick stacks of lecture notes!
8. GP reading of broader perspectives on gender issues and do mindmap
OH MY GOSH! KILL ME!!!! =(
ALERT ALERT ALERT!!! STUDY BUDDY NEEDED! TO HELP ME. STUDY AND DO HOMEWORK TOGETHER. OMG. STUDY BUDDY DESPERATELY NEEDED! A KIND SOUL ANYONE?!!!! FEEL FREE TO SMS ME! PLEASE!!! GOSH!!!!
Went to school in the morning to settle some things. HAHAHA. I AM EARLIER THAN CHAR TODAY! =DD ( cause i took a cab, thinking she'll be at the bus stop already. lol) Went bowling after that. Lunched, see people bowl, headed home. Next, to Sentosa with crazy buddy Hui Ping. Haha. She's really high and lame today! gosh. AND TODAY, I REALISED, SHE'S THE SECOND PERSON WHO KNOWS HOW TO IRRITATE ME. SERIOUSLY. haha. went to the beach and had a 'picnic' instead of sun tanning cause by the time we reached the beach, there was no more sun. like duh...it was 5pm plus -.- thanks to me. LOL. camwhored, and took two times of skyride and luge. FUN.FUN.FUN. haha. REALLY ! Anyway, went back to vivo after that. Studied at starbucks...See so guai! haha. =DD
Study day tomorrow!
ICA and Flyer on Thursday!
Study day tomorrow!
ICA and Flyer on Thursday!
Monday, June 15, 2009
SHIT! NEXT WEEK WILL BE THE LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY?!! I AM SO SO SO SO SO FREAKKING ASSSSS DEADDD!!!!!!! GOSSSHH!!! I GOT SO SOOOOO MUCCCHHH TO COMPLETE FOR GOODNESSSSS SAKE!!!!! FFFFRREEEEEEAAAAAAAKKKKK!!!!!!
I WANNA SCREEAAAAAAAAMMMMMMM!!!!
DAAAAMMMMMMMNNNNNNN!!!
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!
I WANNA SCREEAAAAAAAAMMMMMMM!!!!
DAAAAMMMMMMMNNNNNNN!!!
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!
Sien feels very scary and guilty now. She hasnt been studying at all. She has not done all her homework. How is she going to catch up with school? =( She needs help. A LOT OF HELP. Maybe it's time for her to take up tuition. MATH tuition. She really feel very scared and bad now. There's a high tendency that she will retain and she knows it. She feel that she has really let her parents down. What happened to her? She was never like this before. I don't like this side of her at all. damn. Why did she become like this? can anyone please help her? =(
she's gonna break down soon. T_T
she's gonna break down soon. T_T
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Alŧoŋ • says:
OOH WAIT FUCK
Alŧoŋ • says:
1159 am
Alŧoŋ • says:
DAMN IT
Alŧoŋ • says:
Its closed
SIEN says:
damn it
SIEN says:
=((((((
Alŧoŋ • says:
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk
HIGHLIGHT OF THIS CONVO: Alton said. the f word. woohoo.. this is the first time ever! congrats alton! muahahha. you are not that innocent afterall. you bellton!! *sticks tongue out*
OOH WAIT FUCK
Alŧoŋ • says:
1159 am
Alŧoŋ • says:
DAMN IT
Alŧoŋ • says:
Its closed
SIEN says:
damn it
SIEN says:
=((((((
Alŧoŋ • says:
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk
HIGHLIGHT OF THIS CONVO: Alton said. the f word. woohoo.. this is the first time ever! congrats alton! muahahha. you are not that innocent afterall. you bellton!! *sticks tongue out*
slept at about 7am ( unintentionally) and I didnt go for piano lesson. I woke up too late to go. dang. and I missed my math deadline. I thought it was 1159pm luh. shit ass. anyway I got Twitter! Username: siensien16. muahahhaha. hello. anybody on earth wanna have dinner with me?! I dont want to stay home. boring!!!
It's 5:50am now. and I'm sleepy. My head feels heavy.But if i sleep now, i know i cant wake up at 8am.Predictable: I will oversleep. No time to practise my piano. Rush for piano lesson. and still be late. argh!!! Damn. I have been sleeping later and later each day. Around 5 or 6am these few days. Not good. I'm turning into an owl. ( I almost wrote bat)
Anyway...woke up at 3pm plus? Went vivo to meet crazy buddy again. We shopped! muahaha. Earring and t-shirt. =) I should stop buying earrings. Save it up for rings and tops instead.
I WANT TO SLEEP FOR LONG! I DONT WANT TO GO FOR PIANO LESSON!
Anyway...woke up at 3pm plus? Went vivo to meet crazy buddy again. We shopped! muahaha. Earring and t-shirt. =) I should stop buying earrings. Save it up for rings and tops instead.
I WANT TO SLEEP FOR LONG! I DONT WANT TO GO FOR PIANO LESSON!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
OH! and I want that
TOPSHOP BAG! $79
RING from six? $13.90
ADIDAS TENNIS SKIRT ( provided I make it in to school team )
RED BELT
TIGHTS
MORE CLOTHES, DRESSES, TOPS!!!!
=D
I want a tattoo!
I want a second piercing on my ear!
I want a tongue piercing!
TOPSHOP BAG! $79
RING from six? $13.90
ADIDAS TENNIS SKIRT ( provided I make it in to school team )
RED BELT
TIGHTS
MORE CLOTHES, DRESSES, TOPS!!!!
=D
I want a tattoo!
I want a second piercing on my ear!
I want a tongue piercing!
I don't know why. All of a sudden, I'm sad again. The feeling just came like that. I feel desolated. I just cant get it out of my head. Thinking about the past, all the things we've had done, and said. The used to be good times we had. All the things we talked about. DAMN. I wish I had a memory eraser to erase all things related to you. I wanna forget everything. and I'm glad I'm halfway there. Given the choice, I wouldnt want to waste my time on you. = I don't want to get to know you. Everything, especially having lunch with you was the biggest mistake.
Tennis today. As usual, being the accident-prone girl, I got whacked again. Kinda hard.This time, on my hand, leavin' a red line. Now, my hand's a lil swollen and it does hurt. SO PEOPLE OUT THERE, DO NOT HIT MY HAND OR I'LL SMACK YOU I TELL YOU! I was so pissed cause whether I'm In-court or Out of court, I still get hit by tennis balls or rackets. argh!! I was hit by tennis ball on my head too today! okay..enough about that. So. I bathed and headed to Vivo ( yes..again) to meet crazy buddy hui ping. We are the lame partners. Had dinner, did some window shopping, watched a short singing concert, arcaded. Next stop, home. We got high after drinking caramel frapp from Starbucks! =D
Anyways...
Far east shopping tomorrow with crazy buddy again tomorrow!! Yay Yay Yay.
On a side note. I haven start revision at all. NONE. NOTHING. How bad is that? I got no motivation. Nothing to work towards to. No aims. No goals. No achievements. Nothing but a long list of To Dos... suck!
1. Do my work outs for Sarawak trip
2. Train hard for tennis (esp. my spin serves)
3. Do my truck loads of undone holiday + overdues homework
4. Practise piano like mad
5. Study and get all my concepts right
6. Come out with notes or mind maps for all subjects
7. Applications
8. Pack my freakin slapdash bedroom
9. Pay overdued bills
10. Ice-skate ( i wish i got my own pair of boots! )
I got an email form Bro, and I think it's helpful. Thanks for the email bro!
Today, I realised...
I like Show Luo and Ru Xue Rue!
Tennis today. As usual, being the accident-prone girl, I got whacked again. Kinda hard.This time, on my hand, leavin' a red line. Now, my hand's a lil swollen and it does hurt. SO PEOPLE OUT THERE, DO NOT HIT MY HAND OR I'LL SMACK YOU I TELL YOU! I was so pissed cause whether I'm In-court or Out of court, I still get hit by tennis balls or rackets. argh!! I was hit by tennis ball on my head too today! okay..enough about that. So. I bathed and headed to Vivo ( yes..again) to meet crazy buddy hui ping. We are the lame partners. Had dinner, did some window shopping, watched a short singing concert, arcaded. Next stop, home. We got high after drinking caramel frapp from Starbucks! =D
Anyways...
Far east shopping tomorrow with crazy buddy again tomorrow!! Yay Yay Yay.
On a side note. I haven start revision at all. NONE. NOTHING. How bad is that? I got no motivation. Nothing to work towards to. No aims. No goals. No achievements. Nothing but a long list of To Dos... suck!
1. Do my work outs for Sarawak trip
2. Train hard for tennis (esp. my spin serves)
3. Do my truck loads of undone holiday + overdues homework
4. Practise piano like mad
5. Study and get all my concepts right
6. Come out with notes or mind maps for all subjects
7. Applications
8. Pack my freakin slapdash bedroom
9. Pay overdued bills
10. Ice-skate ( i wish i got my own pair of boots! )
I got an email form Bro, and I think it's helpful. Thanks for the email bro!
Today, I realised...
I like Show Luo and Ru Xue Rue!
Friday, June 12, 2009
This is the type of friend I have.
Alŧoŋ • says:
my pixel playing halfway
Alŧoŋ • says:
haha yes
SIEN says:
so long!
Alŧoŋ • says:
i went to throw rubbish jus now
SIEN says:
huh?
SIEN says:
throw where man?
Alŧoŋ • says:
outside
Alŧoŋ • says:
shld throw you oso
Alŧoŋ • says:
haha
SIEN says:
outside ur house?
SIEN says:
lol
SIEN says:
meanie
Alŧoŋ • says:
yep
Alŧoŋ • says:
my pixel playing halfway
Alŧoŋ • says:
haha yes
SIEN says:
so long!
Alŧoŋ • says:
i went to throw rubbish jus now
SIEN says:
huh?
SIEN says:
throw where man?
Alŧoŋ • says:
outside
Alŧoŋ • says:
shld throw you oso
Alŧoŋ • says:
haha
SIEN says:
outside ur house?
SIEN says:
lol
SIEN says:
meanie
Alŧoŋ • says:
yep
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Woke up, headed to Kampong Buangkok with the PW mates. Kinda interesting. Do you know Kamping Buangkok is the last kampong in Singapore? Well, met up with Char at Serangoon MRT before going PS together for outing with John Max Alton. We had lunch at Pastamania. ( Yummy) Err.. you know what?! Alton, woke up at 8am, and yet was the last to reach ( he was late too). PLUS he forgot to bring camera! zzzZZZ. haha. but it's okay luh. Watched ' Drag me to hell ' after that. I realised it's a horror movie only after I've sat in the hall. -.- stupid right.
That movie is really a killer i tell you. I screamed throughout. I just couldnt take it. At least I did warn the rest that I will scream beforehand. haha. Sorry Alton and Char who were sitting next to me. haha. I'm glad you didnt go deaf due to my loud screams. =D YAY. haha. I almost fainted from watching the movie. ( really not for weak hearted! ) and It doesnt help when your neighbour keeps on scaring you during the movie! okay luh. Alton quite nice luh huh. (AHEM) haha. feel sorry for the jacket eh? haha. Vivo chilling out session after movie! fun fun fun! haha
=D
That movie is really a killer i tell you. I screamed throughout. I just couldnt take it. At least I did warn the rest that I will scream beforehand. haha. Sorry Alton and Char who were sitting next to me. haha. I'm glad you didnt go deaf due to my loud screams. =D YAY. haha. I almost fainted from watching the movie. ( really not for weak hearted! ) and It doesnt help when your neighbour keeps on scaring you during the movie! okay luh. Alton quite nice luh huh. (AHEM) haha. feel sorry for the jacket eh? haha. Vivo chilling out session after movie! fun fun fun! haha
=D
Thursday, June 11, 2009
L-O-V-E =D
on our way to Pulau Semakau
Piano lesson
I seriously need to practise lots! especially those irritating scales! I'll have to start taking that scale book out now.. hmmmm...Jia You Sien! haha.
collected medical results at Raffles Hospital.
Shopping. <3
I spent a lot today! =( new shoes, shorts, dress. muahaha.
So...I don't think I'll be going back to indonesia for holiday. tsk tsk. Well, I'm looking forward to the day where bro will come! And Penang in July. More relatives! =) I've not been to Penang for so so long. I miss Penang. But too bad we won't be staying at Evergreen hotel. =(( haiya!
Kampong Buangkok tomorrow , next to Plaza Sing to catch a movie with the fun bunch, and finally vivo to chill! =D I don't think I can wake up early tomorrow! zzZZZ.
I seriously need to practise lots! especially those irritating scales! I'll have to start taking that scale book out now.. hmmmm...Jia You Sien! haha.
collected medical results at Raffles Hospital.
Shopping. <3
I spent a lot today! =( new shoes, shorts, dress. muahaha.
So...I don't think I'll be going back to indonesia for holiday. tsk tsk. Well, I'm looking forward to the day where bro will come! And Penang in July. More relatives! =) I've not been to Penang for so so long. I miss Penang. But too bad we won't be staying at Evergreen hotel. =(( haiya!
Kampong Buangkok tomorrow , next to Plaza Sing to catch a movie with the fun bunch, and finally vivo to chill! =D I don't think I can wake up early tomorrow! zzZZZ.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Today, got up in the morning, and as usual, was late. supposed to meet Char at 8am, then told her 845am instead. But again, I was late. Met her at around 915am instead. Sorry to keep you waiting Char! SORRY. Rushed down to Raffles Medical Hospital at north bridge road for my medical check up. We queued and when It was our turn, the nurse told me I need my passport number. I tried to recall but was't very sure if the passport number in my head was correct so we cabbed back home. Then bused back to the hospital. PEK CEK. okay. I waited for my number and after some time, It was my turn. =( I was whining and complaining all the way cause I was very scared. hello?! INJECTION YOU KNOW! WITHDRAW YOUR BLOOD! OUCH!! okay...so the nurse got a problem finding the vein in my right arm and well, she pierced the needle into my arm and pulled the syringe but guess what?! THERE'S NO BLOOD. NO BLOOD CAME OUT. she said I was too scared, not relaxed so no blood. -.- after a while, she decided to pull out the needle. All this time, I was like shouting ( softly) and lip - saying fcuk. pain you know. She told me to drink some water and I did. Afterwhich she told me to stretch out my left hand! And she tried to find my vein again and of course, like the previous one, she could't find my vein. So she asked another nurse to withdraw my blood. I was like. damn frightened. Char told me not to look at it so I didnt. I could feel the needle and the nurse moving moving the needle around! BECAUSE SHE CANT FIND MY VEIN. and when I asked char : '' Char, no blood right?!'' she replied. have have, Obviously, she lied. I just knew it luh....and after some time, and I mean some time, the nurse finally got some blood out of me. phew.. whoohoo. SO I GOT PRICKED TWICE, BECAUSE BLOOD JUST DONT WANNA COME OUT FROM MY RIGHT HAND! DANG!!!after all the whining and stuff, I went for x-ray. hah.
well, I'm glad the ordeal is finally OVER!! YAY!
We went to pasta after that for lunch. We ended quite late, walked around, then bused back to school. i got tennis training. heh. Well, I would say today's one unlucky day for me. Cause during training, I got whacked, hard, on my head, by ******'s racket. My fault luh...I was behind him, trying to pick a ball while he tried to return a shot from don't know who. it was kick ass pain you know! I think there's a bump on my head or something. =(( Well, lucky, there's no concussion. haha. Anyway, after that, I was practising my serve and my ball totally hit Jonathan. Right on his face. his right eye. I felt so bad. Like really bad. It must have ( duh...and obviously very painful ) cause i know I use a lot ( and I mean a lot ) of strength when I serve. Or when I hit the ball actually... ( FYI, i am quite a violent girl. especially when I'm angry. ) yeah. I'M SO SO SO SO VERY VERY VERY VERY SORRY JONATHAN. DIDN'T MEAN FOR THAT TO HAPPEN. I'M REALLY VERY SORRY! HOPE YOU'LL BE FINE! AND YOU EYES! SORRY!
Bathed, dinner with eugene, dionne, steffi and headed home =)
after home, it was piano time! haha.
and now, I'm freaking slacking. I haven't do my geography online homework. and Chemistry. =(
Stupid online e-learning homework. argh....I WISH I WISH WITH ALL MY MIGHT THAT ASPIRE 2 WILL BREAK DOWN SOON. =D oops! haha. got to finish it all tomorrow!!! I have to!!!
Char: Thanks a lot for waking up so early just to accompany me to the hospital. For being there for me all the time when I needed you. And Sorry for making you wait for me all the time ( cause I am late all the time for our outings and such. hehe ) and yet, you didn't complain at all. Thanks for being a darn ass kicking damn good friend. You're really the best friend anyone can have! I love you! I'm really lucky to have a friend like you! serious! <3
well, I'm glad the ordeal is finally OVER!! YAY!
We went to pasta after that for lunch. We ended quite late, walked around, then bused back to school. i got tennis training. heh. Well, I would say today's one unlucky day for me. Cause during training, I got whacked, hard, on my head, by ******'s racket. My fault luh...I was behind him, trying to pick a ball while he tried to return a shot from don't know who. it was kick ass pain you know! I think there's a bump on my head or something. =(( Well, lucky, there's no concussion. haha. Anyway, after that, I was practising my serve and my ball totally hit Jonathan. Right on his face. his right eye. I felt so bad. Like really bad. It must have ( duh...and obviously very painful ) cause i know I use a lot ( and I mean a lot ) of strength when I serve. Or when I hit the ball actually... ( FYI, i am quite a violent girl. especially when I'm angry. ) yeah. I'M SO SO SO SO VERY VERY VERY VERY SORRY JONATHAN. DIDN'T MEAN FOR THAT TO HAPPEN. I'M REALLY VERY SORRY! HOPE YOU'LL BE FINE! AND YOU EYES! SORRY!
Bathed, dinner with eugene, dionne, steffi and headed home =)
after home, it was piano time! haha.
and now, I'm freaking slacking. I haven't do my geography online homework. and Chemistry. =(
Stupid online e-learning homework. argh....I WISH I WISH WITH ALL MY MIGHT THAT ASPIRE 2 WILL BREAK DOWN SOON. =D oops! haha. got to finish it all tomorrow!!! I have to!!!
Char: Thanks a lot for waking up so early just to accompany me to the hospital. For being there for me all the time when I needed you. And Sorry for making you wait for me all the time ( cause I am late all the time for our outings and such. hehe ) and yet, you didn't complain at all. Thanks for being a darn ass kicking damn good friend. You're really the best friend anyone can have! I love you! I'm really lucky to have a friend like you! serious! <3
Sunday, June 7, 2009
and I don't know why...
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Yesterday's training was hmmm...we learnt something new. yay. We learnt spin serve. but I injured my elbow. =( This is really frustrating. I dont know why, I've been injuring myself so often. My back, ankle, hip. now, my elbow. I can't stretch it fully without feeling the pain. sigh. I dont know what to do anymore. My body seem to be giving up on me everytime. Maybe I'm just not suited to take sports? =(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(
anyway, followed sisters for dinner after training.
I was supposed to do my homework and practise piano today. But instead, I did nothing. Just complete slacking the whole day. I have yet to book appointment with Raffles Hospital for my medical check up. =( Chest x-ray and blood test?!!! OMG. help me please! I don't want to go. I'm scared. Imagine the needle!! T_T so scary. ( yes! I'm very scared of injections and stuff ) I hope there's a slot on monday. Get it over and done with so he can stop asking me if I had gone for the check up blah blah blah...hmmm.
Okay. I must start studying from next week onwards...Time is running out. Really. I have so many things to catch up on. Every single subject, tutorials, e-learning ( bloody so many homework! pftt) and studying to be done. ROAR. and FREAK. I WANTED TO SUBMIT MY MISSION X ( some ass econs homework ) BUT I CANT CAUSE I MISSED THE 1159PM DEADLINE. ROAR.ROAR.ROAR. IRRITATING. stupid man. argh..
But I'm looking forward to next week tuesday! sentosa with the fun bunch! yay. haha. whoots.
You're fading away. =)
anyway, followed sisters for dinner after training.
I was supposed to do my homework and practise piano today. But instead, I did nothing. Just complete slacking the whole day. I have yet to book appointment with Raffles Hospital for my medical check up. =( Chest x-ray and blood test?!!! OMG. help me please! I don't want to go. I'm scared. Imagine the needle!! T_T so scary. ( yes! I'm very scared of injections and stuff ) I hope there's a slot on monday. Get it over and done with so he can stop asking me if I had gone for the check up blah blah blah...hmmm.
Okay. I must start studying from next week onwards...Time is running out. Really. I have so many things to catch up on. Every single subject, tutorials, e-learning ( bloody so many homework! pftt) and studying to be done. ROAR. and FREAK. I WANTED TO SUBMIT MY MISSION X ( some ass econs homework ) BUT I CANT CAUSE I MISSED THE 1159PM DEADLINE. ROAR.ROAR.ROAR. IRRITATING. stupid man. argh..
But I'm looking forward to next week tuesday! sentosa with the fun bunch! yay. haha. whoots.
You're fading away. =)
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Why do we always realise something mean so much to us
only after we've lost it?
Why is it we don't know how to treasure things and people around us
until we lost them?
why why why?
I have so much to learn...
but I don't wanna grow up.
I wish I could have more choices
I wish I could turn back the time
I wish I could have a memory eraser
I wish I could change myself
I wish I'm much more sensible
I wish I'm not so naive
I wish I don't trust people so easily
I wish people treat me just a lil' nicer
I wish I can stop loving
I wish I can stop feeling
I wish..
only after we've lost it?
Why is it we don't know how to treasure things and people around us
until we lost them?
why why why?
I have so much to learn...
but I don't wanna grow up.
I wish I could have more choices
I wish I could turn back the time
I wish I could have a memory eraser
I wish I could change myself
I wish I'm much more sensible
I wish I'm not so naive
I wish I don't trust people so easily
I wish people treat me just a lil' nicer
I wish I can stop loving
I wish I can stop feeling
I wish..
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
THE SMILEY BOY! aka ALTON!
whose nice..seriously..
but loves to make fun and bastard people.
it's his hobby! =))
haha. thanks for being a great friend L-turn.
he's the one posing for the cam by the way. hah.
=D hello. hah.
Yesterday...
Went to school in the morning to see teacher regarding Sarawak trip, ( yeah i'm going to sarawak at the end of the year, with yi han! yay.), followed by PW. then to pulau semakau. Supposed to go with char dear but she was sick..=( and i was hesitating if I should go ..but i went in the end. Cause at least there's chelsea and alethia? yeah..the boat trip to pulau semakau was great...and fun. =) yeah...by the time we were on our way back to school, everybody was so tired. yeah. So, I met Alton, the smiley boy. haha. We walked to Selegie for beancurd =D yummy! then to kovan ( caused the boy needed to use the toilet). finally we bused to chomp chomp =)) haha. yummy eh?! we had unglam moments! ( add you get it? haha ) We did a crazy thing after that: we walked all the way to my house from chomp chomp. woohoo. a long looooooonnnnnnnnggggg distance yeah? and we made it! haha. Thanks alton...hmm..i've seen the good and bad side of you. muahahaha.
Went to school today in the afternoon to do and hand up my long overdued chinese compo. Dinner with sisters and talked. it was a good time. =) Dionne: you cheer up and don't think so much okay. You both need time. and solve it when you're ready okay! Be strong! =DD
Chinese oral tomorrow! argh...I'm scared and nervous for the first time? i think. for chinese oral! arghhhhhhhhhhh. helppppp!!!! I hope I won't go blank ---- tomorrow! OH YEAH. movie after oral! yay. outing with the people yo!!
Thanks to all who were always there for me, no matter what happened. really. I really appreciate your concerns, love and care. Sorry for the times, when I had really bad bad mood swings, where I tend to emo?, throw stuff?, complain?, grumble all the way? and just feel sucky. I'm really glad I have friends like you. esp. you. =) thanks so much. love you guys!
charmaine, alton, amanda, lewis, joshua, dionne, xi ying, denyse. thanks so much! <3
Yesterday...
Went to school in the morning to see teacher regarding Sarawak trip, ( yeah i'm going to sarawak at the end of the year, with yi han! yay.), followed by PW. then to pulau semakau. Supposed to go with char dear but she was sick..=( and i was hesitating if I should go ..but i went in the end. Cause at least there's chelsea and alethia? yeah..the boat trip to pulau semakau was great...and fun. =) yeah...by the time we were on our way back to school, everybody was so tired. yeah. So, I met Alton, the smiley boy. haha. We walked to Selegie for beancurd =D yummy! then to kovan ( caused the boy needed to use the toilet). finally we bused to chomp chomp =)) haha. yummy eh?! we had unglam moments! ( add you get it? haha ) We did a crazy thing after that: we walked all the way to my house from chomp chomp. woohoo. a long looooooonnnnnnnnggggg distance yeah? and we made it! haha. Thanks alton...hmm..i've seen the good and bad side of you. muahahaha.
Went to school today in the afternoon to do and hand up my long overdued chinese compo. Dinner with sisters and talked. it was a good time. =) Dionne: you cheer up and don't think so much okay. You both need time. and solve it when you're ready okay! Be strong! =DD
Chinese oral tomorrow! argh...I'm scared and nervous for the first time? i think. for chinese oral! arghhhhhhhhhhh. helppppp!!!! I hope I won't go blank ---- tomorrow! OH YEAH. movie after oral! yay. outing with the people yo!!
Thanks to all who were always there for me, no matter what happened. really. I really appreciate your concerns, love and care. Sorry for the times, when I had really bad bad mood swings, where I tend to emo?, throw stuff?, complain?, grumble all the way? and just feel sucky. I'm really glad I have friends like you. esp. you. =) thanks so much. love you guys!
charmaine, alton, amanda, lewis, joshua, dionne, xi ying, denyse. thanks so much! <3
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I'm so tired. PW today. Lunch. Training. Coach came today. After training, talked to Mr. Lim to convince him to allow the tennis players to play tennis and have access to court. So we played for a while. Played monkey-in-the-middle with rong li and eugene. I tell you, I became the monkey after some time and I was the monkey all along. I never got the chance to catch the ball cause rong li's so much taller than me!! Anyway, played volleyball with the volleyball people after that. Bathed. Dinner with sisters and tau hue. =D YUMMY. haha. They're the crazy bunch man..lol.
everywhere I go reminds me of you.
Sweet memories
those that I used to have.
But it's all shattered.
I am such a fool.
FREAK.
everywhere I go reminds me of you.
Sweet memories
those that I used to have.
But it's all shattered.
I am such a fool.
FREAK.
Monday, June 1, 2009
Everything's history to you.
and me now.
The difference is
I'm still living painfully in it.
And I can't seem to erase it from my mind.
Cause everything seem so real
and as if it happened only yesterday.
But everything
everything that was built up
was gone just like that
In a blink of an eye
everything changed
we were back to strangers
even colder towards each other
all the times we had
it's as is they never happened.
anyone understand what I'm saying?
and me now.
The difference is
I'm still living painfully in it.
And I can't seem to erase it from my mind.
Cause everything seem so real
and as if it happened only yesterday.
But everything
everything that was built up
was gone just like that
In a blink of an eye
everything changed
we were back to strangers
even colder towards each other
all the times we had
it's as is they never happened.
anyone understand what I'm saying?
The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don't really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn't finish what you started
Only darkness still remains
Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
Been black and blue before
There's no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback's such a waste
You're invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face
Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
One day
You will wake up
With nothing but “you're sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
-Candles by Hey Monday
And I am all alone
But I don't really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn't finish what you started
Only darkness still remains
Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
Been black and blue before
There's no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback's such a waste
You're invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face
Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
One day
You will wake up
With nothing but “you're sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
-Candles by Hey Monday