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Sunday, January 24, 2010
broke down twice last week.
can kill. painful.
i have to improve!!! =(
can kill. painful.
i have to improve!!! =(
sometimes, you think back.
what happened between (us)?
C: I'm busy
ME(this is what i think): no. you're not busy. If you really had the heart to meet me, you would have the time. You rather spend the times with your 'sisters'. I aint that foolish to trust you you know?
what happened between (us)?
C: I'm busy
ME(this is what i think): no. you're not busy. If you really had the heart to meet me, you would have the time. You rather spend the times with your 'sisters'. I aint that foolish to trust you you know?
Officially missing you - tamia. IS STUCK IN MY HEAD. <3 it.
[Verse One]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you
[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially
[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you
[Chorus]
It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you
[Verse One]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you
[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially
[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you
[Chorus]
It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
i seem to be losing focus when it's the only second week of school. I dont seem to know how to do a lot of things. =( My tennis really suck like mad. like TTM. i dont know how and what to do to make sure I can improve. Currently, I am the last ranked. How great is that? Wonder if i'll get kicked out of the main seven. I really hope not. I trained hard. It's not like I never put in effort during training and stuff. I do put in effort during training. But somehow, I am still here. I'm stagnant. Everyone seems to be improving lots. But me? No. I still suck. suck suck suck suck. NOOB SHIT.
'can tell that the she the dominant player when you're playing doubles.'
'you make a lot of mistakes.'
'maybe you should try aiming first.'
'can see that you're the lousiest.'
i'm so encouraged to do better. Let me shock you with my next lousiest move then.
I'm just.
demoralised? idk. wtf.
i seem to be losing focus when it's the only second week of school. I dont seem to know how to do a lot of things. =( My tennis really suck like mad. like TTM. i dont know how and what to do to make sure I can improve. Currently, I am the last ranked. How great is that? Wonder if i'll get kicked out of the main seven. I really hope not. I trained hard. It's not like I never put in effort during training and stuff. I do put in effort during training. But somehow, I am still here. I'm stagnant. Everyone seems to be improving lots. But me? No. I still suck. suck suck suck suck. NOOB SHIT.
'can tell that the she the dominant player when you're playing doubles.'
'you make a lot of mistakes.'
'maybe you should try aiming first.'
'can see that you're the lousiest.'
i'm so encouraged to do better. Let me shock you with my next lousiest move then.
I'm just.
demoralised? idk. wtf.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
dont know why.
but I kinda do miss the old you.
I do.
but I kinda do miss the old you.
I do.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
TENNIS CAMP =D
I'm back from tennis camp. =D I survived the camp!!! AWESOME!
except that i'm sunburnt and my body is aching everywhere. especially my leg. and....some accidents. haha. I think i'm friggin unlucky.(first day of camp)
1. I got smashed by ruey yi's ball. On the head mind you.
2. I got hit by ruey yi's ball on my butt. ( and while turning to look which 'idiot' hit me, another ball zoom past my face.)
3. while trying to return a serve, i didnt notice a ball on the floor. I stepped on it, the ball slipped, and i fell on my left knee, hard. Now, i have scraps on my left knee...plus a bruise.
4. On my way home, I grabbed a girl by the hand, thinking she's my friend, then realized...she's not my friend. how embarrassing is that? arghhh.
5. while climbing up the stairs at home, i almost tripped. rawr.
Day 2 Tennis camp!
Rushed to lakeside in the morning. got to reach there at 7am for physical training. So i woke up at about 5am...packed stuff i need for stayover, took bus to paya lebar mrt. it was already 6:20am when I reached, so I decided to cab to lakeside. I dont wanna be late. i think coach will kill me man....Fortunately i reached on the dot. But...the cab fare was...ahem. 21 bucks. =s Pt was....quite tiring. training was alright. the pt in the evening was KILLER. and i mean real killer. We had to place 2 balls on the service line, 1 in the middle of the service box, 1 at the net. We needed to run to get the ball, and place it on the base line. And...we can only pick one ball at a time, and place it back at the same place. all in 50seconds. awesome right. .... We did a few sets of it. It almost killed me.
except that i'm sunburnt and my body is aching everywhere. especially my leg. and....some accidents. haha. I think i'm friggin unlucky.(first day of camp)
1. I got smashed by ruey yi's ball. On the head mind you.
2. I got hit by ruey yi's ball on my butt. ( and while turning to look which 'idiot' hit me, another ball zoom past my face.)
3. while trying to return a serve, i didnt notice a ball on the floor. I stepped on it, the ball slipped, and i fell on my left knee, hard. Now, i have scraps on my left knee...plus a bruise.
4. On my way home, I grabbed a girl by the hand, thinking she's my friend, then realized...she's not my friend. how embarrassing is that? arghhh.
5. while climbing up the stairs at home, i almost tripped. rawr.
Day 2 Tennis camp!
Rushed to lakeside in the morning. got to reach there at 7am for physical training. So i woke up at about 5am...packed stuff i need for stayover, took bus to paya lebar mrt. it was already 6:20am when I reached, so I decided to cab to lakeside. I dont wanna be late. i think coach will kill me man....Fortunately i reached on the dot. But...the cab fare was...ahem. 21 bucks. =s Pt was....quite tiring. training was alright. the pt in the evening was KILLER. and i mean real killer. We had to place 2 balls on the service line, 1 in the middle of the service box, 1 at the net. We needed to run to get the ball, and place it on the base line. And...we can only pick one ball at a time, and place it back at the same place. all in 50seconds. awesome right. .... We did a few sets of it. It almost killed me.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
back in SG. and i dont like it. at all.
feel so lonely now. hmmmmm.
i dont have my own big room, nice toilet, good food.
i have to sleep alone now.
so sad. =(
feel so lonely now. hmmmmm.
i dont have my own big room, nice toilet, good food.
i have to sleep alone now.
so sad. =(
Monday, January 4, 2010
behind every perfect picture that you see
there's always something broken which is invisible to the eyes of others.
there's always something broken which is invisible to the eyes of others.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
release me from this pain. please.
I dont understand why, things have got to be like this. I really do not understand at all. Why cant people just give in to one another. Just give in a little bit. Tolerate each other a lil' bit. Understand each other a lil' bit. control their bad tempers and behaviours a lil' bit. Wouldnt the ending be better and sweeter? it wouldnt turn sour and nasty. would it? I really dont understand how your brains work. second day of new year. and i'm already scarred, saddened and disappointed. I cried in front of all people, i asked you all to stop. but none listened. You all hurt me today. It was supposed to be a happy occasion, we were supposed to have a great dinner. I never thought it would turn out this freaking shit. I had enough of this. I really had enough. At that point of time, i really wanted to runaway from that place. I wanted to do something stupid that would made it stop. I really hated the situation. I really dont know what to do now. I really really dont know. I'm confused. I wish I was a girl who's a little bit more lucky. But unfortunately, i'm not. why?