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Hey yo people, I'm Sien. 16th October's my special day. haha I LOVE MUSIC, and my freaking nice friends <3 I love him :)





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Saturday, April 25, 2009

Rockfest was quite a success I would say... and it was really fun. The crowd was really crazy! My band was the first to perform and sadly my mike wasn't on so they couldn't hear the first verse of the song. Amaranth by Nightwish. But the crowd was really supportive. Thanks a lot! And many many thanks to all who went for Rockfest to support me. Really appreciate it. =D Anyway, the other groups performing were really awesome! woohoo. Oh. now I got a nickname because of rocfest. Rockstar. that's my nickname. haha. =p

Oh. and SR OLYMPICS YESTERDAY WAS THE BOMB! CETUS WON THE SR OLYMPICS THIS YEAR! woohoo. We were the last house but we managed to emerge first in the end. Great job everyone! so this year, we broke the curse of losing sr olympics after winning the orientation. We won both for orientation 2009 and sr olympics 2009! =D and I've won my badminton doubles too. =) thanks angelina - my doubles partner. Okay, the chocolates we won for the mascot was melted cause it was placed under the sun for very very long. It's melted in a sense that you cannot eat the chocoloates, but rather, drink the chocolate. haha. Oh and for the first time, someone asked me to dance with him! haha. and that's the one who always refer me to the rockstar. -.- heeh.

After SR Olympics, i headed to hougang mall with the others to have lunch, then to kovan to bowl. I suck at bowling. ttm. I was so sleepy while bowling. haha. Went to Pasir Ris as I didnt want to go home. I really don't like to be at home actually. Spent time crapping there, and had dinner at Superdog, newly opened at white sands. It's quite nice. =) While taking the bus home, I heard someone calling me, sien! sien! and I saw Xi Ying, the babe. haha. I love you xi ying!


I LOVE SCHOOL! ♥ ( i mean the people, not the studies! )


I know I am falling deeper into it. I'm just treasuring what I have now, till it all go wrong.
and I'm loving it, though I know, I will cry at the end.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Sat: Gp test, SR olympics stuff, lunch, Practise for rockfest, met Mum =), stayed at cousin's house.
Woke up today, went out with mum, then jamming session. It was much much better then friday. =) good job guys! thanks for working so hard!

audition tomorrow, followed by sr olympics rehearsal. Next week's gonna be a fun and hectic week. Rockfest, SR Olympics, Geog test and math quiz ( which i haven studied for ) heh.
Shall go for acupuncture next sat, it's just not healing. esp. when I didnt stop playing sports when i'm supposed to and next week I'll be taking in some events. muhahahaha.

Oh! Mid year is so so so coming soon. I'm scared!!

Friday, April 17, 2009

Why must everything in life be so superficial??
I don't get the point of life at all. What's the point of living life if everything is fake?
People making promises, yet they don't mean it, and I'll stupidly take in all they say.
Everyone hurting people around them. Both intentionally and unintentionally.
I don't know what to do. I need someone who can understand how I feel.
Breaking down soon. Real soon. Especially when everything is going out of control and I can't keep up with the world any longer.

disappointed/angry/FUCK!!!


there's a freaking flying cockroack damn it. I was lucky I managed to run away from it when it flew towards me. Gotta get ready to run up to my room soon. STUPID COCKROACH. DISGUSTING COCKROACH. I HATE COCKROACHES. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

I am so screwed. yet once again =) so many things happening all around.
tomorrow's schedule? rush to ICA after school and rush back to school again for Rockfest rehearsal and house meeting for SR Olympics. Both at about the same timing...which one to go? I don't know...Anyway, I'm so not ready for Rockfest. I don't think I can sing the song well. Amaranth by Nightwish. Learning it in 2 days. Not easy for the other members too, but I hope we will be able to do it well. (don't want to be embarrassed ). I'm so tired with school and everything. I wish I have 2 weeks to finish all my work and to study. argh. I have eye bags! =((
I need 12 hours of sleep!! And one thing, my back is not healed yet...damn. How freaking long will it take man? Okay..I didnt go for the second acupuncture..but I finished all my medicine and plasters. It's killing me can. No running...No this and that. rawr. I'm going to miss almost a month of PE and when I resume PE, wish me luck people! So much to catch up on....Oh. I've been barred from tennis. Cool eh? Lol. 1st JC1 student to get barred from tennis? But I don't think the teacher really means it..hehe. keep my fingers crossed.

To people who have been feeling sad. let go of all the unhappiness okay?! You'll feel much 'lighter' and brighter. Although it's not easy, just try. Time will heal your wounds. so jia you!

I'm so sleepy now!! and I haven finish my MI tutorial....I feel like puking man....




J, I'm sorry. I didnt mean to .....and I didnt know the fact that..................

Sunday, April 12, 2009


Joanna me Dionne.
Camwhore session after so long in the library! Happy Birthday Dionne! You're one happy and lucky girl!

Saturday, April 11, 2009
FRUSTRATED =/

I can't do my PW. I really tried thinking but it all comes to nothing! shit shit shit.
This is extremely frustrating. Anyway, all the books that I took relating to earthquakes and volcanoes, were taken away by some idiot when I was away from my place. Wtf. Totally wasted my time looking for those books. damn damn damn. ARGHHHHH!!!!!! I feel like throwing things around once again.




I was saddened by history once again.
Can you really not sense the pain I'm feeling?
How could you?


Oh. I officially declare,
1: I am a noob in facebook. really.
2: I freaking cannot detect sarcasm. Those who know me will probably understand what I meant


=)





I am so tired. I need a break. From everything that''s going on.
and....it's coming back to me. I don't know why....

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Went to see chinese physician today. I didn't know my back was that serious. FREAK. I did acupuncture. This equals poking needles into my body. It was freaking ticklish and at the same time, feel very numb. A little painful. Just when I thought it was done, the physician had to use suction caps on me. FREAKING PAINFUL! It took me some time to get used to it. and I have to get through this whole thing again on saturday. OMG. =( argh argh argh. bite bite!

anyway, I have not done my PW yet and I have to finish it by tomorrow. heh. How man? stay up again? My eye bags will be more serious man....oh no!!!!!!! haha.

I'm on my way to write my second song. all because of you. so =) and =(.
I dont know which i should be feeling....

Monday, April 6, 2009

everything is going so wrong.
I don't know what to do.
So much to do and settle. so little time.
oh. and i think my phone line has been cut off by singtel. damn.



I feel so empty. There's something missing, but I just can't seem to find what's that missing piece.

Friday, April 3, 2009

I need to stop sleeping with my contact lens.


hey peeps. I AM SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED.

I can't play tennis.
I don't understand maths, summation.
I have loads of work to finish.
I need to go to a chinese physician asap, but don't know where.

the truckloads of homework I need to clear
1) chem tutorial 1
2) chem tutorial 2
3) chem tutorial 3
4) chem tutorial 4
5) study econs
6) 2 econs essay
7) study maths
8) Maths tutorial 5
9) Study chem
10) chinese worksheet
11) research and do freaking PW
12) see a chinese physician
13) go to ICA to settle some things.
14) practise piano

See the damn loads of stuff I need to clear as soon as i can? I can't cope anymore. Like seriously...i'll break down eventually If I don't clear all these soon. Next monday, there's chemistry test, I think I won't be able to pass it. =( Shit man... Oh, does anyone know any chinese physician? a good one? hmm...I've been dragging and dragging..it's been a week now..I need to treat my back. roar.roar.roar.roar.roar.roar.roar.roar.roar.roar.roar.roar.roar.roar.roar.


Thanks to : Charmaine Low, Sherilyn, Amanda, Renee, Rong Li, Jia Hao, Denyse, Stephanie, Xi Ying, Meryl, tennis people and some others (shall not mention your names here heh. for some reasons)! All those little things you do, to make me feel better, to make my life live(able) in school, to make me look forward to school. I really appreciate it. I've never felt like this for so long. I ♥ you guys!

I've thrown away, that little piece of paper that I've been keeping at the back of my phone. Cause you're out of life now. woohoo!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

woohoo! cool. my 100th post. hah.

Decided to play badminton at the last minute. heh. yay. but I lost 12-15 though...but I'm okay with it. Soccer boys played against raffles and lost with a score of 0-1. But it's okay guys. You've other more matches coming up so concentrate on those and don't be upset anymore. You guys can do it! =)

I've so much work to complete. I know I shouldn't be here. hah. I need to do my freaking PW! later...haha. OH. Even though my team didnt get in for Rockfest, we'll be the guest performers. haha. so...the teachers got the wrong number. That's why I didnt receive the message. Hmm...time to learn how not to get stage fright anymore. heehee. And, I managed to prank Bro yesterday. April Fools day. muahaha. I told him i saw a cockroach in his room and he believed. Heh.



I'm better now. =)

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I CAN'T DO APGP.
I CAN'T DO SUMMATION.
=(


Bro: I know you won't see this. anyway, Just wanna tell you, you're missed.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON YING! ( zombie. muaha)


Okay, I declare that I am not coping well with my freaking school work. =( Everything's going wrong. Really wrong. School work...piano...my back ( which I dont know wth is wrong ) .... hmmm. I need to feel the urgency and start studying. I've been saying I will start...But till now, It's already term two. and I'm still not starting my school work right. damn.
I want to play badminton for SR olympics lead up game. I really want to play badly ( for some reason) but I know I should'nt, so as to not aggraviate my injury. hmm. doctor tomorrow I guess. Well, frankly, I'm lazy..and okay, quite scared. 'Cause I don't know what the doctor will do to me or what he's gonna tell me. heh. Should I play badminton or not? It's tomorrow. =((


oh. PW sucks man. seriously...