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Thursday, October 29, 2009
retain.
one more year.
better get it right next year.
ass.
training later. again.
training tomorrow.
been so tired these few days I dont know why.
I haven hand in my i&r 3rd draft. die.
he is so gonna scream at me.
but heck. scream all he wants.
pms.
I just wanna let it all out!
one more year.
better get it right next year.
ass.
training later. again.
training tomorrow.
been so tired these few days I dont know why.
I haven hand in my i&r 3rd draft. die.
he is so gonna scream at me.
but heck. scream all he wants.
pms.
I just wanna let it all out!
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
I am really confused now. about everything that is going on in my life. It's really like a roller coaster ride. Sometime i really feel glad that it happened, yet sometimes i think it shouldn't happen at all. It shouldnt even have started in the first place. I wonder how it all happened too. I'm really very confused about the situation now. Well I guess what I'm doing..it's wrong? Maybe deep down inside I have an answer but I am refusing to accept it. because of that one reason, I refuse to accept it. How can I be so mean and so not practical? I'm horrible. horrible. horrible. I've always thought about it. many times. But, I always have no conclusion. No conclusion. No answers to my own questions. I'm feeling all frustrated. I never thought something like that would happen to me. Damn it. I've got about one month to think about it. And when the time comes, I really have to face it. But I dont want. I'm not ready. Just not ready. I know it's partly my fault for this whole thing. But I cant do anything and ruin someone's most important days right? I just cant. There's nothing I can do. nothing. so confused. no one can help me. No one can give me an answer. ARGHHHHHHHH. FRUSTRATING TTM.
anyway, like i've guessed. I'm late for school today. I think I will need to do that VCW shit thing. damn it. and yeah. Most probably I would be retaining next year. 3 years in JC. I know it would be better for me to spend three years in college cause I know I wont be able to cope with J2 life and work. But how am I going to face the fact that I am going to retain? and tell my family all these shit? I'll be disappointing them again. AGAIN. FRIGGIN AGAIN. roar roar roar roar roar roar roar. Everything is too fast paced for me. I can't catch up with the world seriously. I need a break with everything that's going on and just have some time alone to think about life. I want the answer. What's the purpose for me living here. I really need to know. =(
anyway, like i've guessed. I'm late for school today. I think I will need to do that VCW shit thing. damn it. and yeah. Most probably I would be retaining next year. 3 years in JC. I know it would be better for me to spend three years in college cause I know I wont be able to cope with J2 life and work. But how am I going to face the fact that I am going to retain? and tell my family all these shit? I'll be disappointing them again. AGAIN. FRIGGIN AGAIN. roar roar roar roar roar roar roar. Everything is too fast paced for me. I can't catch up with the world seriously. I need a break with everything that's going on and just have some time alone to think about life. I want the answer. What's the purpose for me living here. I really need to know. =(
Monday, October 19, 2009
Thanks char dear for the lovely birthday board you made for me. I know you put in lots of effort into it. thanks much. I feel the love. heehee.
and Sentosa was great. though the sun was too strong and i'm a little burnt. hee.
laughing and crapping under the sun.
awesome=D
anyway, some pics of the surprises in my locker made from char dear, iggy and amanda. =p
and Sentosa was great. though the sun was too strong and i'm a little burnt. hee.
laughing and crapping under the sun.
awesome=D
anyway, some pics of the surprises in my locker made from char dear, iggy and amanda. =p
i am kinda burnt. so it's a lil' pricklish...
my back..and shoulders....ahh....
yesterday was awesome. =D
love you dear!
i hope time will reveal myself.
my back..and shoulders....ahh....
yesterday was awesome. =D
love you dear!
i hope time will reveal myself.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
it's past twelve already. 16 october was yesterday, today's 17 october. hmmm.
okay. my birthday this year was filled with much much surprises. really. and i'm really very happy. Like I said, i wasnt expecting anything much this year, But I ended up being surprised by all my friends. It was a overall a great day even though some shit happened.
Yesterday
Dinner with char and greg and chomp chomp. followed by ice cream at ice cube yo. greg surprised both me and char with matching havannas slippers! hee..
Morning
12am, char dear was the first to call, then amanda, then char koh with the clique. but early morning..I woke up late. So I didnt go to school for the Sarawak training. And I heard the teachers were angry. I was really tired, I didnt hear any of my alarms. I know it's not an excuse. I screwed it up myself.
Okay...so after H1 lesson, char, manda and me were at the cafe, and manda wanted to borrow my gp file. to copy dunno what. so we walked towards the locker. As I opened my locker, I was surprised by a big white piece of paper pasted inside my locker, so I couldnt see anything inside. I was told to punch through the paper ( the meant meant something...haha) and I found 2 balloons. one was pasted all over with post-its.. with notes from iggy, char and manda. It was really sweet of them! They came to school before 730am because I was supposed to come for the sarawak thing...haha. thank you friends! and Char's cute mum gave me precious thoughts figurine. heh. so cute. Thanks aunty theresa!
Later...in the library..all of a sudden, chelsea wished me happy birthday LOUD. so the other group members, halfway doing their work, looked up stunned and wished me too. heh. so funny. After the meeting, was PW. but before that, Ebe said he need me to be in school. Then he came back with a big box. Inside the big box, was seventeen packets of tao huey (beancurd) haha. funny people. the beancurds are from damain, chelsea and ebe. thank you guys for the special treat! haha. Lunched at hougang mall with manda and jason. Ajisen noodle. heh. so filling! Went back to school after that for training. Li An, shouted happy birthday, so the people there, started singing birthday song. haha. it was epic and sweet. awww. haha.
Tennis training. -.- was so pissed cause I couldnt hit the ball properly. I did try. But I just couldnt do it. ran 5km for physical. but under the hot hot hot hot hot extra hot sun. zzzzzzzzzz.
it was really HOT! haha. my face totally went red. After tennis training, cheryl and abigail held me back at the table for I dont know why reason. then all of a sudden, shantel and steffi came out with an Apple strudle pie. haha. My fave! and Happy birthday song for me again! teehee =D
I knew the candles they used were those that would light up again and again after you blow them...but I had no choice and so I continued to blow and blow and blow....and people got entertained by me. they started laughing. lol. hahahaha.
Next, Xi Ying and Denyse came back. hee. =) sandals! I love the blue! thank you so much babes. You all went all the way to buy even though you all were supposed to study for As...thanks much. Dinner at PS. carls junior. was crapping and all. alton and max finished eating first so they went to see something. char went too later. she said she had stomachache....need to wash hands. yet I didnt suspect anything. I dont know why... Later..they came back with a cake. and happy birthday song started again. Again, I was shocked. hah.
All these surprises really got me. all the effort and love put in by all of my friends....heartwarming and touching. sorry for pouring salt ..lots of salt into your drink alton! haha. and creams on many of your faces. haha. fun fun day today. DDRed later..and now i have blisters on both feets. heeh.
TO ALL THOSE WHO MADE MY DAY TODAY, WHETHER IT'S A SMALL GESTURE OF JUST SAYING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, OR SURPRISING ME WITH ALL YOUR TACTICS...THANKS A LOT. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. MY 17TH BIRTHDAY IS REALLY FILLED WITH MUCH LOVE AND FUN. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! I guess i did have a blessed birthday. <3
thanks so much to....
Daddy, Mummy, Big bro, 2nd bro, Michelle sis, Char low (sr), Amanda, Iggy, Jia hao, Yi han, Van, Char low ( sis), Charmaine koh, Priscilla, Yap wen, Gibby, Charissa, Steffi, Shantel, Greg, Dionne, Abigail, Cheryl lee, Cheryl chan, Ebe, Chelsea, Damian, John, Alton, Max, Rystine, Magenta, Xi ying, Denyse, Regina, Sherllie, Xin yu, Wayne, Li rong, Rong li, Zheng wei, Darien, Yi long, Jonathan cheong, Li An, Kim Shen, Audrey, Fu jiun, Charlene, Jasmine, Lewis, Winnie, all those from my class 1s24 ' 09, serene lim, michelly wong, chups, bryce, sean, wilson, hui ping, yi rong, grace, stefanie, yoges, thedric, steven, melody, andrew, Ms Chen, tennis team, Janice, poh ying, Irwin, Joanne, Debre and family, Aunty Theresa, Jeremy ng, Renee, Stuart....sorry if I left out on any of you guys...but thanks loads!
okay. my birthday this year was filled with much much surprises. really. and i'm really very happy. Like I said, i wasnt expecting anything much this year, But I ended up being surprised by all my friends. It was a overall a great day even though some shit happened.
Yesterday
Dinner with char and greg and chomp chomp. followed by ice cream at ice cube yo. greg surprised both me and char with matching havannas slippers! hee..
Morning
12am, char dear was the first to call, then amanda, then char koh with the clique. but early morning..I woke up late. So I didnt go to school for the Sarawak training. And I heard the teachers were angry. I was really tired, I didnt hear any of my alarms. I know it's not an excuse. I screwed it up myself.
Okay...so after H1 lesson, char, manda and me were at the cafe, and manda wanted to borrow my gp file. to copy dunno what. so we walked towards the locker. As I opened my locker, I was surprised by a big white piece of paper pasted inside my locker, so I couldnt see anything inside. I was told to punch through the paper ( the meant meant something...haha) and I found 2 balloons. one was pasted all over with post-its.. with notes from iggy, char and manda. It was really sweet of them! They came to school before 730am because I was supposed to come for the sarawak thing...haha. thank you friends! and Char's cute mum gave me precious thoughts figurine. heh. so cute. Thanks aunty theresa!
Later...in the library..all of a sudden, chelsea wished me happy birthday LOUD. so the other group members, halfway doing their work, looked up stunned and wished me too. heh. so funny. After the meeting, was PW. but before that, Ebe said he need me to be in school. Then he came back with a big box. Inside the big box, was seventeen packets of tao huey (beancurd) haha. funny people. the beancurds are from damain, chelsea and ebe. thank you guys for the special treat! haha. Lunched at hougang mall with manda and jason. Ajisen noodle. heh. so filling! Went back to school after that for training. Li An, shouted happy birthday, so the people there, started singing birthday song. haha. it was epic and sweet. awww. haha.
Tennis training. -.- was so pissed cause I couldnt hit the ball properly. I did try. But I just couldnt do it. ran 5km for physical. but under the hot hot hot hot hot extra hot sun. zzzzzzzzzz.
it was really HOT! haha. my face totally went red. After tennis training, cheryl and abigail held me back at the table for I dont know why reason. then all of a sudden, shantel and steffi came out with an Apple strudle pie. haha. My fave! and Happy birthday song for me again! teehee =D
I knew the candles they used were those that would light up again and again after you blow them...but I had no choice and so I continued to blow and blow and blow....and people got entertained by me. they started laughing. lol. hahahaha.
Next, Xi Ying and Denyse came back. hee. =) sandals! I love the blue! thank you so much babes. You all went all the way to buy even though you all were supposed to study for As...thanks much. Dinner at PS. carls junior. was crapping and all. alton and max finished eating first so they went to see something. char went too later. she said she had stomachache....need to wash hands. yet I didnt suspect anything. I dont know why... Later..they came back with a cake. and happy birthday song started again. Again, I was shocked. hah.
All these surprises really got me. all the effort and love put in by all of my friends....heartwarming and touching. sorry for pouring salt ..lots of salt into your drink alton! haha. and creams on many of your faces. haha. fun fun day today. DDRed later..and now i have blisters on both feets. heeh.
TO ALL THOSE WHO MADE MY DAY TODAY, WHETHER IT'S A SMALL GESTURE OF JUST SAYING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, OR SURPRISING ME WITH ALL YOUR TACTICS...THANKS A LOT. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. MY 17TH BIRTHDAY IS REALLY FILLED WITH MUCH LOVE AND FUN. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! I guess i did have a blessed birthday. <3
thanks so much to....
Daddy, Mummy, Big bro, 2nd bro, Michelle sis, Char low (sr), Amanda, Iggy, Jia hao, Yi han, Van, Char low ( sis), Charmaine koh, Priscilla, Yap wen, Gibby, Charissa, Steffi, Shantel, Greg, Dionne, Abigail, Cheryl lee, Cheryl chan, Ebe, Chelsea, Damian, John, Alton, Max, Rystine, Magenta, Xi ying, Denyse, Regina, Sherllie, Xin yu, Wayne, Li rong, Rong li, Zheng wei, Darien, Yi long, Jonathan cheong, Li An, Kim Shen, Audrey, Fu jiun, Charlene, Jasmine, Lewis, Winnie, all those from my class 1s24 ' 09, serene lim, michelly wong, chups, bryce, sean, wilson, hui ping, yi rong, grace, stefanie, yoges, thedric, steven, melody, andrew, Ms Chen, tennis team, Janice, poh ying, Irwin, Joanne, Debre and family, Aunty Theresa, Jeremy ng, Renee, Stuart....sorry if I left out on any of you guys...but thanks loads!
Friday, October 16, 2009
happy birthday sien! <3
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
oh ya. after so long of no physical training, yesterday's tennis was ....
2km was so dead long for me. it was a really tiring day.
caught up with abigail, van and rl afterwards. =)
anyway. wen bin the joker is infront of me. playing texas poker. -.-
making so much noise with his bunch of friends. zzzzz.
2km was so dead long for me. it was a really tiring day.
caught up with abigail, van and rl afterwards. =)
anyway. wen bin the joker is infront of me. playing texas poker. -.-
making so much noise with his bunch of friends. zzzzz.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENYSE! BABE! <3
hmmm. In school's library now. 2 hours to pw lesson. zzzz.
followed by another 2 hours break before SRGCE meeting.
So bored. I friggin cant find my I&R so i have to redo. from the start.
-.- zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
( i didnt insert the many ZZ myself. someone did it. )
okay...I've been taking songs from my friend's phone. muahahha.
it's so convenient when there's bluetooth . teehee.
me love bluetooth yo!
oh. I dont know why. I'm oh so high today. laughing and smiling continuously.
and today's just my I-Love-To-Smack-People-Day. =)
shooting alton with a rubberband when he was having lunch was the bomb.
It makes me happy when i abuse him. woots!
hmmm. In school's library now. 2 hours to pw lesson. zzzz.
followed by another 2 hours break before SRGCE meeting.
So bored. I friggin cant find my I&R so i have to redo. from the start.
-.- zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
( i didnt insert the many ZZ myself. someone did it. )
okay...I've been taking songs from my friend's phone. muahahha.
it's so convenient when there's bluetooth . teehee.
me love bluetooth yo!
oh. I dont know why. I'm oh so high today. laughing and smiling continuously.
and today's just my I-Love-To-Smack-People-Day. =)
shooting alton with a rubberband when he was having lunch was the bomb.
It makes me happy when i abuse him. woots!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
It was a clear summer day when I saw the tears on your face
I knew that our time was up on us
Our moment of end was so fast but the kiss of goodbye always lasts
not even time could fade it away
Even though you are no longer here there is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair I'll never lose my trust
Just another lesson to be learned gotta move on and not lose faith
just another obstacle to take live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down this is what life's worth living
for I still believe in love
I'm holding the warmth of your lips it feels like the first time we kissed
when all of the stars lined up for us but like the wind you said goodbye
and left me alone here to cry
we shouldn't have gone our separate ways
Even though you are no longer here there is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair I'll never lose my trust
Just another lesson to be learned gotta move on and not lose faith
Just another obstacle to take live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down this is what life's worth living for I still believe in love
Just another lesson to be learned gotta move on and not lose faith just another obstacle to take live my life before it gets too late I won't give up, I won't stay down this is what life's worth living for I still believe in love
-still believe in love ( twilight)
I knew that our time was up on us
Our moment of end was so fast but the kiss of goodbye always lasts
not even time could fade it away
Even though you are no longer here there is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair I'll never lose my trust
Just another lesson to be learned gotta move on and not lose faith
just another obstacle to take live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down this is what life's worth living
for I still believe in love
I'm holding the warmth of your lips it feels like the first time we kissed
when all of the stars lined up for us but like the wind you said goodbye
and left me alone here to cry
we shouldn't have gone our separate ways
Even though you are no longer here there is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair I'll never lose my trust
Just another lesson to be learned gotta move on and not lose faith
Just another obstacle to take live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down this is what life's worth living for I still believe in love
Just another lesson to be learned gotta move on and not lose faith just another obstacle to take live my life before it gets too late I won't give up, I won't stay down this is what life's worth living for I still believe in love
-still believe in love ( twilight)
today. hmmm.
pw in the afternoon. had awesome talk with group mates. haha.
tampines with van and hui lee afterwards. bought topshop shorts. heh.
and present for sis.
home. =)
school tomorrow. so not fun.zzzz.
traning tmr will be loads of not fun.
cause i bet tmr will be a physical day. =(
pw in the afternoon. had awesome talk with group mates. haha.
tampines with van and hui lee afterwards. bought topshop shorts. heh.
and present for sis.
home. =)
school tomorrow. so not fun.zzzz.
traning tmr will be loads of not fun.
cause i bet tmr will be a physical day. =(
Saturday, October 10, 2009
<3
Friday, October 9, 2009
morning surprises are nice. =p
hey, I don't know what you're thinking
and what you're feeling.
but I dont want to hurt you.
especially when you have something
really important to do.
I'll have to ask you after you're done.
and we'll have to face the hard truth.
I'm sorry though..
hey, I don't know what you're thinking
and what you're feeling.
but I dont want to hurt you.
especially when you have something
really important to do.
I'll have to ask you after you're done.
and we'll have to face the hard truth.
I'm sorry though..
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
sorry alton. It's as if I'm trying to pick a fight now.
I REALLY FEEL SHIT RIGHT NOW.
WHY? WHO DO I TURN TO WHEN I REALLY NEED SOMEONE?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.
I REALLY FEEL SHIT RIGHT NOW.
WHY? WHO DO I TURN TO WHEN I REALLY NEED SOMEONE?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.
=( and kinda emo
but I dont know why.
once again. =(
I dont know! I dont know! I really dont know!
I feel like going out for a drink.
and just get high.
hmmm. you know, sometimes, like now,
I wonder how many true friends i have,
girl or guy.
I wonder who really cares about me,
who really understands me,
who knows how to read me,
and who, will know how i'm feeling even without me saying anything.
Somehow, for now, I dont really look forward to my birthday.
Cause I dont know what it'll be like at all.
I can wait forever.
so i thought.
but I dont know why.
once again. =(
I dont know! I dont know! I really dont know!
I feel like going out for a drink.
and just get high.
hmmm. you know, sometimes, like now,
I wonder how many true friends i have,
girl or guy.
I wonder who really cares about me,
who really understands me,
who knows how to read me,
and who, will know how i'm feeling even without me saying anything.
Somehow, for now, I dont really look forward to my birthday.
Cause I dont know what it'll be like at all.
I can wait forever.
so i thought.
Yay. Promo's finally over. =) woots.
after paper, went kovan to buy some ingredients and headed home to cook pasta with Amanda.It turned out quite good I would say. hee. looks good isnt it? I bet you're drooling. whoever you are! heh. =)
Went back to the bus stop outside school to wait for Tennis mates and their friends to go Jason's house to play tennis. Today was indeed awesome. It was just fun fun fun fun fun and more fun! and hilarious. haha. After tennis, bathed and they lunched at hougang point. There was this pair of indian ladies quarelling behind where I was seating. and soon their heated argument turned to fighting. I was like oh shit oh shit. How?.. hello? help? Cause i was seating near them. They fought till like they're beside me? so i decided to shift to another table. Jason helped with the bags too. I was freaked out man. You should've seen how they were fighting. woah. haahh. scary.
okok....we went to queenstown after lunch and I RE-GRIPPED MY TENNIS RACKET. MUAHAHHA. SO NOW, IT'S NICE AND CLEAN AND NEW. YAYNESS! :D light blue grip. nice yo. =) me love it yo. After queenstown ....Harbourfront. haha. So disappointing today. I didnt really get anything today. -.- forever 21 was disappointing. Headed home at about 10pm plus. hee. now i'm here. so bored.
What's all these about?
after paper, went kovan to buy some ingredients and headed home to cook pasta with Amanda.It turned out quite good I would say. hee. looks good isnt it? I bet you're drooling. whoever you are! heh. =)
Went back to the bus stop outside school to wait for Tennis mates and their friends to go Jason's house to play tennis. Today was indeed awesome. It was just fun fun fun fun fun and more fun! and hilarious. haha. After tennis, bathed and they lunched at hougang point. There was this pair of indian ladies quarelling behind where I was seating. and soon their heated argument turned to fighting. I was like oh shit oh shit. How?.. hello? help? Cause i was seating near them. They fought till like they're beside me? so i decided to shift to another table. Jason helped with the bags too. I was freaked out man. You should've seen how they were fighting. woah. haahh. scary.
okok....we went to queenstown after lunch and I RE-GRIPPED MY TENNIS RACKET. MUAHAHHA. SO NOW, IT'S NICE AND CLEAN AND NEW. YAYNESS! :D light blue grip. nice yo. =) me love it yo. After queenstown ....Harbourfront. haha. So disappointing today. I didnt really get anything today. -.- forever 21 was disappointing. Headed home at about 10pm plus. hee. now i'm here. so bored.
What's all these about?
Monday, October 5, 2009
okay. great results will be out on the 20th october. -.-
dammit. that's early. hardly enough time for me to enjoy actually. zzzz.
and Nike Human race's approaching. so that means it's time to gear up and start running again?
bleh.. i hate running seriously. I'm scared of running. hee. really. though i ran 15km for will run..i've lost all that stamina i USED TO have. haha. die...zzzz.
OOPS. chemistry mcq tomorrow. =( and i havent studied yet. woohoo. sien's gonna screw again tmr? lol. okay...so..i'm not in school today. so i return him the stuff tmr? or wed. heh. stupid. i need to go back to school on wed because of tennis. -.-
oh dammit. I WANNA BE RICH. LIKE THOSE PEOPLE ON TV?!
a friggin big and nice house. with a walk in wardrobe wth?!
=(( i want!! haha
anyway, Martin from Boys like girls is love. <3
woots.
dammit. that's early. hardly enough time for me to enjoy actually. zzzz.
and Nike Human race's approaching. so that means it's time to gear up and start running again?
bleh.. i hate running seriously. I'm scared of running. hee. really. though i ran 15km for will run..i've lost all that stamina i USED TO have. haha. die...zzzz.
OOPS. chemistry mcq tomorrow. =( and i havent studied yet. woohoo. sien's gonna screw again tmr? lol. okay...so..i'm not in school today. so i return him the stuff tmr? or wed. heh. stupid. i need to go back to school on wed because of tennis. -.-
oh dammit. I WANNA BE RICH. LIKE THOSE PEOPLE ON TV?!
a friggin big and nice house. with a walk in wardrobe wth?!
=(( i want!! haha
anyway, Martin from Boys like girls is love. <3
woots.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
I am so bored now.
hhmmmm.
kinda miss? him.
idk.
weird.
gotta return everything back to him tomorrow if i go back to school. heh.
so i dont owe him anything.
had bbq with bro and friends today. in the (rain) drizzle.
LOL. and alton said it sounds loserish. -.-
cant wait for promos to end. really. and hmmm.
my 17th coming soon. I dont know how i'm going to spend it.
and who i'm going to spend it. But i hope, it's gonna be a happy lovely memorable sweet seventeen for me. and I'm going to be another year older soon. =( zzzz. I shant bother planning for my birthday eh.. just see how it goes? i remember somebody saying something to me. but i guess he forgotten? yeah. he must have. HAH. nevermind. i will be alright anyway.
anyway. SHITASS. why must tennis start so early. friggin irritating. =( so i have to come back school on wed...sian.
i feel like sleeping now. i wish chem mcq is on fri?
so i get to slack even more. muahahha.
all i wanna do is find a way back into love
hhmmmm.
kinda miss? him.
idk.
weird.
gotta return everything back to him tomorrow if i go back to school. heh.
so i dont owe him anything.
had bbq with bro and friends today. in the (rain) drizzle.
LOL. and alton said it sounds loserish. -.-
cant wait for promos to end. really. and hmmm.
my 17th coming soon. I dont know how i'm going to spend it.
and who i'm going to spend it. But i hope, it's gonna be a happy lovely memorable sweet seventeen for me. and I'm going to be another year older soon. =( zzzz. I shant bother planning for my birthday eh.. just see how it goes? i remember somebody saying something to me. but i guess he forgotten? yeah. he must have. HAH. nevermind. i will be alright anyway.
anyway. SHITASS. why must tennis start so early. friggin irritating. =( so i have to come back school on wed...sian.
i feel like sleeping now. i wish chem mcq is on fri?
so i get to slack even more. muahahha.
all i wanna do is find a way back into love
Saturday, October 3, 2009
I dont know what you've been up to lately.
I dont know what you're doing.
But how you're treating me
i dont like it at all.
one moment you hot, next you're cold.
i think i just dont know you.
i hope i can let go.
and just say goodbye to you.
and thanks for all the sweet memories you gave.
I dont know what you're doing.
But how you're treating me
i dont like it at all.
one moment you hot, next you're cold.
i think i just dont know you.
i hope i can let go.
and just say goodbye to you.
and thanks for all the sweet memories you gave.
yeah. I'm really weak now.
my body's still aching after the sleep.
and i can feel the 'pain' when i cough.
zzzz.
ouch. my neck hurts too.
zzzzz. maybe i need to sleep for 24 hours. heee.
tuition followed by greg's birthday tmr. =)
happy birthday Greg. =)
my body's still aching after the sleep.
and i can feel the 'pain' when i cough.
zzzz.
ouch. my neck hurts too.
zzzzz. maybe i need to sleep for 24 hours. heee.
tuition followed by greg's birthday tmr. =)
happy birthday Greg. =)
Friday, October 2, 2009
i got owned by math and chem. shit ass.
last paper for the week came and i fell sick.
heavy flu. weak body. aching body.
was sneezing like mad yesterday. =(
headache now. zzz.
bye.
last paper for the week came and i fell sick.
heavy flu. weak body. aching body.
was sneezing like mad yesterday. =(
headache now. zzz.
bye.