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To be promoted to J2 Camera figure skating lessons and my own pair of boots Good Grades To be a pro pianist and singer =D
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
homesick.
I really miss my family so much...But everyone seems to be in different places. and I really miss my house and my parents a lot. I dont know how to say it. I just wish I can stay with them all the time. I guess no one knows that i actually do feel lonely and scared and sad. Why didnt i treasure the time well when i stayed together with them 3 years ago? WHY?! I really miss home. I feel so terrible now. well...sometimes I do cry in my bedroom when i cant take it anymore.Like right now. It's hard to have no one to talk to, and when the people I need are not by my side when i need them. I feel so scared.
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again. |