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Wishlist:
To be promoted to J2 Camera figure skating lessons and my own pair of boots Good Grades To be a pro pianist and singer =D
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Tuesday, August 3, 2010
whyyyyyyyyy. I feel so burdened. I really dont know why.
Something small (not being able to do my chem mcq) made me feel so tight up. My heart beat so fast. So fast. It took so long to go back to its tempo. I cant relax. I reaaly cant. everything is so mixed up. Who do i talk to. Who would care for me? Who bothers about me. Like what happens to me. Deep down i feel so scared and frightened of walking this road alone. With no one to rely on, count on. Tell things to. Things that's like a rock in the heart. Making it harder to breathe. Making me think my life is so. Lonely? Okay. In actual fact, yeah. I'm lonely. A loner inside. No on knows. No one but me knows. I am tired of school. I am tired of anything that have anything to do with school. Cause i dont like it that i cant control myself, to stop feeling tensed up and nervous and uptight omg. To brighten things up. I cant believe i saw a shooting star!! |