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Wishlist:
To be promoted to J2 Camera figure skating lessons and my own pair of boots Good Grades To be a pro pianist and singer =D
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
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i seem to be losing focus when it's the only second week of school. I dont seem to know how to do a lot of things. =( My tennis really suck like mad. like TTM. i dont know how and what to do to make sure I can improve. Currently, I am the last ranked. How great is that? Wonder if i'll get kicked out of the main seven. I really hope not. I trained hard. It's not like I never put in effort during training and stuff. I do put in effort during training. But somehow, I am still here. I'm stagnant. Everyone seems to be improving lots. But me? No. I still suck. suck suck suck suck. NOOB SHIT. 'can tell that the she the dominant player when you're playing doubles.' 'you make a lot of mistakes.' 'maybe you should try aiming first.' 'can see that you're the lousiest.' i'm so encouraged to do better. Let me shock you with my next lousiest move then. I'm just. demoralised? idk. wtf. |