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Wishlist:
To be promoted to J2 Camera figure skating lessons and my own pair of boots Good Grades To be a pro pianist and singer =D
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
THANKS TO YOU.
ALL MY FUCKING PLANS FOR MY TRAINING IS SCREWED. SCREWED. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO TURN UP FOR MY FUCKING TOURNAMENT NEXT YEAR. YOU ALL WISH ME TO LOSE RIGHT. FFIIIINNNNNEEEEE. I THINK I'M A WASTE OF ALL THE MONEY/CARE/LOVE WHATEVER YOU GAVE AND INVEST ME LUH. YOU KNOW WHAT? I THINK I'M JUST A REDUNDANT THING ON THIS EARTH OKAY. FUCKING DONW KNOW WHY I AM HERE. AND WHAT THE FUCK IS MY PURPOSE HERE. I'M REALLY DISAPPOINTED. MAYBE, I JUST CAN DO WELL IN NOTHING LUH OKAY. YOU WANNA TALK TO ME WHEN I GET BACK RIGHT. FINE YOU CAN TRY TALKING TO ME. BUT DONT EXPECT ME TO OPEN UP TO YOU, CAUSE I WONT. TELLING YOU HOW I FEEL AND SUCH WILL JUST BE WASTING MY SALIVA. I KNOW YOU WONT TRUST ME. NO FAITH IN ME. I'M SORRY FOR SAYING ALL THESE. I AM SORRY. AND I REALLY THANK YOU ALL TOO. |