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Monday, August 24, 2009
I feel like I've drifted away from all my used-to-be good/best friends.
Charmaine low, Charmaine koh, Alton, Priscilla and guys... They mean something to me. We used to be so close. But now, it's as if we're strangers. I feel distant from them. Like I dont understand them and they dont understand me anymore. I dont feel comfortable telling them how i really feel about things anymore. I feel they'll most probably think I'm just thinking too much and stuff yada yada. Yeah, they tell me I can talk to them when I need to. But...I dont think so. I dont even know how to start. Will they even be serious? Everything's just different. Very different. I never thought of a day like this before. seriously... Well, things change and people change. I guess all of us changed. I know I've been acting really weirdly these few weeks. and I just dont know why. I dont know myself, I dont understand myself. I dont know what's wrong with me these days. It's getting from bad to worse. I know I've been kinda avoiding all of you. Giving you all the cold shoulder. I'm sorry. I'm now just a person full of anger and sadness. nothing else. Life's a bore. Life's really shit. Sometimes, at night, I just get angry with life. weird right. I told you. I am weird. I guess none of them will understand me. and None of them will realise all these. I feel scared and left out? though it seems I'm the one pushing them away from me. I wish they understood me better, I wish they would be there to lend me a shoulder to cry on. But everybody have their own life isnt it? They cant be bothered...sigh. Take my life. If I could go to heaven, I'll take it. I know it's selfish but....it really hurts. deep inside.
Charmaine low, Charmaine koh, Alton, Priscilla and guys... They mean something to me. We used to be so close. But now, it's as if we're strangers. I feel distant from them. Like I dont understand them and they dont understand me anymore. I dont feel comfortable telling them how i really feel about things anymore. I feel they'll most probably think I'm just thinking too much and stuff yada yada. Yeah, they tell me I can talk to them when I need to. But...I dont think so. I dont even know how to start. Will they even be serious? Everything's just different. Very different. I never thought of a day like this before. seriously... Well, things change and people change. I guess all of us changed. I know I've been acting really weirdly these few weeks. and I just dont know why. I dont know myself, I dont understand myself. I dont know what's wrong with me these days. It's getting from bad to worse. I know I've been kinda avoiding all of you. Giving you all the cold shoulder. I'm sorry. I'm now just a person full of anger and sadness. nothing else. Life's a bore. Life's really shit. Sometimes, at night, I just get angry with life. weird right. I told you. I am weird. I guess none of them will understand me. and None of them will realise all these. I feel scared and left out? though it seems I'm the one pushing them away from me. I wish they understood me better, I wish they would be there to lend me a shoulder to cry on. But everybody have their own life isnt it? They cant be bothered...sigh. Take my life. If I could go to heaven, I'll take it. I know it's selfish but....it really hurts. deep inside.