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To be promoted to J2 Camera figure skating lessons and my own pair of boots Good Grades To be a pro pianist and singer =D
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
great..Now i got eyelid inflamation. wtf. -.-
because it's swollen, everytime people see me, they'll go 'you look like you dont have enough sleep. like you haven sleep for days, and, youre eyebag's damn bad.' zomg. I know the eyebag part is kinda serious luh. freaking bad bad eyebag. Today's not such a good day. and I was late for school today. =( woke up at almost 7am. well.. HAHAHA. Bellton was late too. teehee. I think he wanna go back to the darn early bird programme. You're on your way there bellton. and, the funny thing is, Mr Yong actually said, 'bloody hell!' muahahaha. ( I am so dead if bellton sees this. ) haha. okay...I guess a teacher complained to mr lim about me? yes...I realised I've lost my focus. I've changed. At the start of the year, I was so open, and outgoing, laughing all day with char during chinese class. But now, I've become one unhappy girl, one sad girl, who seem to have lost herself. She doesnt even know what she wants, what's her motivation and what's her goal. She really got no idea. This seriously frustrates her. Jiang lao shi did set me thinking about some things. She told me the Xin Xian she used to know is gone. well...I agree. I'll try to find her back though. I'll try to pick myself up and I know it's gonna be hard. But...I'll try? give me strength, give me hope, let me see the light and love. |