![]() |
|
Wishlist:
To be promoted to J2 Camera figure skating lessons and my own pair of boots Good Grades To be a pro pianist and singer =D
November 2008
December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 November 2010 April 2012 Bituwin -
template Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls. Hit counter code here
|
Monday, June 22, 2009
okay. let me rant now.
JC life is really tough. REALLY REALLY TOUGH. No kidding man. and frankly, I don't like the pressure at all and I don't like the life in JC. I know i shouldnt be saying this cause there's s o many people out there who dont have the chance to study and yet, i'm here complaining. But times have changed, most parents i guess, wont understand the pressure students are feeling now. Education seems so freaking important. It's just the qualifications and that certification we're earning for. Isn't it on the news, where graduates, too, cant find jobs? Life isn't just about studies and work. There are more to it. But damn, i'm going to contradict myself. I need to set my priorities right. For now, studies need to come first. Everything else needs to be left behind. But I dont know how. I cant seem to set my priorities right. It seems like i got no goal or whatsoever. Everybody has a motivation that makes them study hard, study well, get good grades and stuff. They all seem to have a direction. They're clear where they are going, where they wanna go. But I dont. This is really bad. I'm already in jc, gonna turn 17 soon. and i'm still like this? I've been letting my parents down till now. I cant cope with my studies actually. I need a study group, but dont seem to be able to find one. Now...JC really sucks big time. darn ! |