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Sunday, May 17, 2009
joshua made me think a lot.
You may think that i'm mad at you. But I'm not.
If i don't talk to you, it's not because i'm mad at you or anything. it's just that i don't know how to face you.
I don't have the courage to see you and talk to you. Not even a hi. Though maybe i'll try. And I've a question. Was yesterday the end of the story or will you really clear things up after next week? I wanna know what you're feeling right now. And I wasn't pissed when I hung up the phone. It's just that since we don't know what to say and I guess we had nothing more to say, and it was so awkward, and either one of us had to hang up first, I choose to be the one hanging up first. cause if it's the other way round, I'll feel more hurt. I just want you to know that I am not mad at you and I don't hate you. (though you won't get to see this). Alright...I have many questions actually. Is it partly because of her? When I said 'forget it, I think i'm just thinking too much. Goodnight. bye.' and hung up before you could answer me, it's because I was really sad. It hit me hard. I didn't know what to do. But i think what you're thinking now is: I'm mad at you. I hate you. I don't want to talk to you anymore. Is this what you're thinking? I wish I could tell you all this. But I just do not have the courage to face you anymore. I need to know what you're thinking. For once, can you take the initiative please? Afterall, I'm a girl. and I've done the big step already. I really need an answer to this question: Did the story ended when we hung up? or will you clear things up with me later?
=( I don't know what to do. =(
You may think that i'm mad at you. But I'm not.
If i don't talk to you, it's not because i'm mad at you or anything. it's just that i don't know how to face you.
I don't have the courage to see you and talk to you. Not even a hi. Though maybe i'll try. And I've a question. Was yesterday the end of the story or will you really clear things up after next week? I wanna know what you're feeling right now. And I wasn't pissed when I hung up the phone. It's just that since we don't know what to say and I guess we had nothing more to say, and it was so awkward, and either one of us had to hang up first, I choose to be the one hanging up first. cause if it's the other way round, I'll feel more hurt. I just want you to know that I am not mad at you and I don't hate you. (though you won't get to see this). Alright...I have many questions actually. Is it partly because of her? When I said 'forget it, I think i'm just thinking too much. Goodnight. bye.' and hung up before you could answer me, it's because I was really sad. It hit me hard. I didn't know what to do. But i think what you're thinking now is: I'm mad at you. I hate you. I don't want to talk to you anymore. Is this what you're thinking? I wish I could tell you all this. But I just do not have the courage to face you anymore. I need to know what you're thinking. For once, can you take the initiative please? Afterall, I'm a girl. and I've done the big step already. I really need an answer to this question: Did the story ended when we hung up? or will you clear things up with me later?
=( I don't know what to do. =(